Interesting happenings on /soy/ huh
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i really am such a disgusting person. inside and out. my body is really terrible, i've done things to it that can't be undone and it makes me look like such a freak. my mind has been ruined and i'll never be able to fix it, either. and i'm supposed to be in the peak physical/mental condition of my entire life right now. it's only down hill from here, for the rest of my life it will only continue to get worse. i hate my body so much i just want to destroy it and live detached from it, yet even still i'd have my terrible mind with me. there's really just no way to escape the nightmare whichever way you put it.

Why did my thread got removed?
Why are jannys niggers.

tis real

>remember when
I FUCKING HATE THIS PHRASE IT'S NEVER ABOUT ANYTHING GOOD FUCK

A symbol is a form, shape or drawing that represents something else.

Multiple Personality Disorder (or Dissociative Identity Disorder) (MPD/DID) is a disorder where a traumatized victim creates different alters or personalities. Such hysteria/neurosis affects most trannies. It is an effect of trauma's like sexual abuse as a child (including EPI), used in hypnosis and trauma based mind control of the Saturn cult, where the mind is split into different personalities through sexual abuse (pedophilia, torture, satanic ritual abuse).
Through techniques of torture, trauma can be created and the mind can be split: the mind dissociates or splits in attempt to shield the mind from memories too painful. To escape the trauma, victims go back to a childlike mind state. Dissociation and alter ego's can triggered with certain hypnotic triggers.
Early porn introduction, more commonly known by its initials, EPI, is the deliberate distribution of provocative and suggestive media in spaces where minors are present, in the hopes of them devolving into porn addicts or "one of them" down the line,[1] which is a tactic that a certain notorious pedophile used. This can come in the form of sexually stimulating furry art, popular phrasals, or hypersexual memetic mediums that glorify the emasculation of one's own virility, often presented as "jokes" in a rabbit hole known as irony poisoning, something most failtrolls have fallen victim to. Many gooners reminisce about their first exposure to pornography as a child.

Pink/purple colours symbolize dissociation/trauma.

Alice in Wonderland (Alice's Adventures in Wonderland) is a book by pedophile Lewis Carroll (Society for Psychical Research), published in 1865, made into a movie by Disney, as a manual for families with multi-generational sexual abuse, to create a Monarch slave, through trauma based mind control. Alice is trapped in a too small house as she increases in size (confinement in cages, dollhouse programming).

Doll programming is a technique used in trauma based mind control, used to program slaves in the media, music industry, porn industry and Hollywood film industry. Dolls and mannequins are used by the handler to create and enforce an alter ego of the victim (Multiple Personality Disorder), that makes the victim a puppet of the handler.

SOYJAK.PARTY:
1 'soot/Sooty bear' - creator, first owner.
2 'kuz/Carter/Max' - second owner.
3 'Froot (the forbidden fruit)' - third owner.
4 'DOLL/eszett/Raikokubishi' - fourth owner.
5 'quote/mud/nakukoro' - fifth owner.
6 'salt/Ronald/Don Karma' - sixth owner.

soyjak.party was created on the 20th of September, 2020 by 'soot', exactly one year after Greta Thurnberg's demonstration in New York.
soy = 59
soyjak = 81
5981 flipped upside down - 1865, year of the Alice's Adventures in Wonderland book was published.
party - reference to the tea party from Alice in Wonderland.

The name 'soot' (Satan) is a word play on 'soy' and 'moot', the latter being the administrator of 4chan, so the 'soot' person associates with 'moot'. His soysona features yellow elements and, in earlier edits, bear ears (The bear is a codeword of the pedophilic elite with hive mind as honey-eaters abusing mind controlled minors as honey-bees.)

'moot' himself, Christopher Poole (initials: CP), is a pedophile rape victim. His self-insert is a small girl wearing only a pink shirt (pink, the color of dissociation) and white underwear (MPD/DID). He met with Jeffrey Epstein on October 23, 2011, when he was which connects him to the 'Lolita Island' psyop. That same day, Poole created the political discussion board /pol/. He also added the boards "/hc/" (Hardcore Porn, EPI), "/diy/" and re-introduced the "/r9k/" board. Both 'soot' and 'moot' are allegedly American. They lived in North Carolina and Utah, respectively.

"I wish to be the little girl" - Moot (Dissociation)

'soot' explicitly disallowed deletion of shota imagery from the site in DMs. At that time, antimatter bots already plagued the site, most oldfags would simply tolerate it, and Soot wasn't handling this problem properly.

The first post on Soybooru tagged 'alice_in_wonderland' is #3595, added on March 31, 2022.

The pedophilic shitlita variant (references Lolita, book written by a jewish pedophile), also referred to as Alice, appeared first on /soy/ on December 27, 2021. 21 is the number of characters in the Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.

What's the safest-edgy thing you've ever said? For me, it was when I told a girl I was going to decapitate her and then have sex with her dead head when she didn't want to go out with me.
No arrow 'cuz that's the safest-edgy thing I've said.

>look at me i do selfharm i slightly cut my arm
chop your finger off

Both of my parents should be cooked alive in a brazen bull. My mom for giving me her shit genes and my dad for reproducing with her.

I've been speaking to someone in another country online for a little while and we were making plans to meet irl (me going to their country), but for snca personal reasons we've cut contact. I've told my parents about that, but lied and said I was going with two friends rather than meeting someone there, so now I'm torn between just telling them the truth, or lying and saying that me and those two friends just changed plans to go somewhere in our country for the weekend and just go there by myself.