The closest person to me ever told me I was bad at one of the few things I thought I was good at

I wish I didn't have to participate in soyciety

I wish I could just spend my life on the sharty

How do I stop being a hypochondriac?
It's really fucking exhausting

I'm afraid of ending up like Asmongold. wasting away but never maturing.

what are some tips to stop ruminating? i find myself getting caught on thought loops occasionally, especially because of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
and yes, i was the one making so many of those repetitive threads a few months ago, sorry for that. i think the way my mind gets stuck on things causes me to behave that way

'teens I was looking in the mirror properly for the first time in a while and I realise my physique is really quite effeminate and kind of twinkish. I have been going to the gym for 2 years (1 year with properly targeted and consistent strength training), have taken up sprinting and running a month or two ago, and have done two martial arts (one for over a year and one for like 6 months). And I don't have a great amount to show for it. I have become quite slender (more than before). I have a pretty clear hourglass figure where my hips are past as wide as my shoulders(not that wide) and I have a slimmer waist than my hips. I also quite have thick legs and thighs and a round pretty big arse.And I don't have much definition on my physique. And I'm pretty tall which exemplifies the slenderness. It's not that I'm not strong (I know I am) but I don't want to really do nonfunctional training and a lot of what I do requires training a strong lower body. Doesn't help that I have thick and long lashes and a small mouth. Anyway just frustrated that I just have to wait potentially years for the training to develop me more. I don't know what I can really do about this that doesn't derail my training

To stop gooning keep busy all day go for a run do some calisthenics play a game learn a nigger language like Spanish make sure you are tired when you go to sleep to not relapse

Wich minority do (you) actually hate (besides troons obviously) ? Also give me some reasoning because most minorities, well atleast racial minorities differ much in behavior and can’t be caricatured like a tranny who follows a strict ideology. Ofc generalizing is heckin bad but I want to laugh at chuddy opinions

why are they like this?

I was walking up the stairs to my dorm and there were 2 women ahead of me. Since I always go up 3 stairs at a time I had to pass them since foids always walk really slowly. Anyway when I got off the stairs I heard the two of them burst out laughing and I am pretty sure it was because of what I did since the laughter started right after I got off and they had halted their conversation as I walked past them. I hope they trip and fall over the railing and die. This is probably the 3rd or 4th time something like this has happened to me on the stairs.