What do i do
I took my brother’s advice and started using (((instagram))) and (((snapchat))).
I reply to a girl’s story, say damn or something chill, and ask for her snap.
I lowkey got a couple snaps and idk what to do now
Do i js say wanna hang out some time?

Or is it wraps and do i js ldar

why come

I hate how entitled manlets are. Tall men deserve love too.

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I want to kill this fucking whore, should I do it?

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I have a girlfriend (not a troon btw) and she shares some of my values (*abt 30% but she's a woman and thus can't comprehend philosophy nor politics*) but there's a few things I'm not sure about:

she wants 2-3 kids, I want 3-6 (2 ain't repopulating anything, let alone our failing race)
she does sports (hockey), and has high testosterone. will it make it impossible to have kids, or many kids?
she wants to work and, despite her mother being overwhelmed with it, believes it is lazy for a woman not to work and let her husband provide (get some help fr), but she has not worked a day in her life (unlike me, and older women I know, who in her age said similar things yet now aren't so happy with it anymore)

We're still in university so neither of us has fully developed, it's likely she'll want more kids and decide to spend time developing them instead of earning a bullshit wage for 8 hours every day

anyway, what should I do? stick to the somewhat-christian, virgin, sports-doing girl that wants to reproduce (real rarity, in my city most women my age don't want kids at all), or leave her to find someone else and hope for the best?

yesterday i was suposed to go on an halloween with my ”friends” go for a walk in the city, get a few beers and go to ome of my friends friend party he was hosting. But of course i’ve got spit at my face, one said that he cant got because they are tired from a party they attended day earlier, and the other left me on read and messaged me in the middle of the night later (saying bs like ”Oh sorry anon, i was busy and could not text back”). They probably went to that party, had a lot of fun and just did have the balls to tell me to my face that i am the most socialy akward person to ever walk on this planet. So with no other plan for the night i’ve decided to stay at my home but parents asked me if i am going to the party i was suposed to go, and i lied to their face that the party was moved an hour later and that i’m going for sure. I didn’t want to make them feel bad that their son is an total looser with 2 friends that have befrended me out of pity that only talk to him once per 1-2, ended up going on an 3 hour long walk in the city seeing normies having genuene fun whilst i alone walked in middle of an city like an dirty rag nobody wanted to touch or look at, all that just to make my parents thing that i actualy hafe friends and went to that party. Then i came back to my basement to get drunk and played EU4 till like 3am, could not even go to sleep after that because my fucking le hecking wholsome chungus tranny downstairs neighbour made xis halloween party inviting xeir tranny where most of xem wore silent hill costumes and other trannyslop characters from dead by daylight.

Now i alone sitting in my basement, the phone is dry, the mind is dry, even my cord friends don’t write to me anymore, and anytime i try to write to anyone at this point i feel like some atention starved whore, or even the thought to talking or opening out to talk about problems i have makes me feel like a faggot that is romanticising depression or lonliness. The thing is that when i am actually hanging out with my friends when they didnt have the full group out i fell connected, i feel actually happy to talk to these people as they have same intrests and hobbies as i do, i deeply cherish those moments, but always as the hangout ends i just feel an total apathy, an realisation that only i feel that way about these people and they thing nothing of me, the thought of me being that one filler friend in every group i’ve ever came in contact with haunts me. This situation didn’t come out of some grudge or an conflict, it’s just that some people got more connected as friends, some didn’t, the time just moved on and so did the friendships. Now i am scared of making new friends as the last time i wanted to do that, even more bravely by trying to befriend an woman, i got told to just kill my self or just got classified as an schizo or an autist.

how do i ask for a girl's phone number without feeling like a creep

Or do you consider it a jewish trick?

I did not have any alcohol until I met my roommate at 19 who was a total alcoholic and had a fake ID, and eventually with another friend over I took some shots and got drunk with them which was fun. Several times before that i had declined any because i said i preferred sobriety, which might be true, but i think mostly it's because I have had it drilled in my head by my parents and upbringing that alcohol is bad and only degenerates drink it and get drunk, and its irresponsible to do in college.

I also went to study abroad in Europe where they have beer or wine for like every meal (depending on if you're in a Germanic or Romance country [Slavs just drink liqour]). It is nice with a meal. I never partied or got drunk with friends. IDK, i'm just a socially anxious guy, and introverted like most soyim.

The second time i got drunk, it was Valentines Day, and I had decided to get a room to myself, and after going to dinner alone, i just had a bunch of vodka and listened to vtubers whisper sweet things in my ears until i fell asleep and woke up the next morning still in my day clothes with my mouth tasting like crap. IDK, i wanted to give myself the true cinematic Loser(TM) experience.

Since I got back my Mom has actually started offering me wine for dinner most nights too, since I am an adult, i guess, and i have experience.

I will turn 21 in six weeks and aside from maybe getting something for my birthday with my family, I don't know if I will regularly drink alcohol. At least while I am in school. If I end up living alone and need to escape the pain of a lonely weekend, then I might abuse it. But I don't graduate for another two years.

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