i spent two years trolling some 'cord and forum and now the absolute bottom-of-the-barrel freaks who run them are obsessed with me. i ran multiple alts and always had a vpn on, but somehow these literal schizos managed to pull my actual mobile data ip.i was careless a few times and leaked it.
even though that usually points to a completely different city, they’re claiming they know exactly where i live. these freaks have nothing but free time, but i'm 99 percent sure they can't actually dox me cuz i take opsec pretty seriously and i live in europe.
also the idea of being doxxed isn't even what scares me, it’s just that i accidentally left enough of a personal silhouette for them to actually target. now the attacks feel way too close to home because they aren't just yelling at an anonymous user anymore. it’s honestly depressing and it makes me feel like complete shit.
I can't get a job because I don't have a DL, can't get a DL because I can't get a job. My family refuses to let me go to driving school. The only way that'll change is if I just be a NEET until I'm 25 (unhirable without experience) because then I won't have to get a DL. It has gotten to the point where I'm genuinely suicidal. There are food shortages because my family is so retarded to the point where they spend d all their paychecks as soon as they get them. It's to the point where I'm considering suicide because it feels like all I could ever do is consume product, get excited for next product, shitpost here and then off myself because my life will not get better. Please somebody just let me know anything I can do about this. Please just tell me if there's a way for me to get a DL.
i think i haven't felt genuine happiness in years. i hate this world and myself, but despite the people that care for me idk if i can't tell anyone about how i feel. i just don't know what to do man
I'm a bpdemon who hurt and pushed away the few people whom held me dear, including my gf loved me and was way too patient and gave me way too many chances. I am all alone all day every day, and the only reason I didn't do what I want to do is because I know my parents would be devastated even though we don't get along most of the time because of my short temper and irritability. I fucking hate this life.
"just put yourself out there" Its kind of a catchphrase for normies but i just realized i dont know what it means I have no idea where to meet women (much less how to escalate without another dude getting in my business) No arrow I look like that
How do i deal with ethnic self hatred, recently discovered im 1/8 jewish and i cant even go to israel since i do not qualify under the law of return to leave my shithole eastern european country. My whole life i held antisemitic beliefs and they stuck around. I cant accept who i am, i constantly think about it and get in a bad unproductive mood, what do i do 'teens.
>the release from chains and the turning away from shadows toward the images themselves and toward the light, this is the ascent from the underground into the sun, toward those animals and plants there, and toward the brilliance of the sun, which dazzles so that it is hard to look upon, but the reflections in the waters of that which is divine, and the shadows of true beings can be seen there, rather than looking only at the shadows of images cast not by the sun, but by some other such light — another compared to the sun This is what happens when you go outside and stop gooning all day on your computer nusois…
The GF started smoking a ton of weed today because I didn't pay attention to her for 5 waking hours and she isn't knowledgeable or cultured on anything, she only likes really bad movies, podcasts with whores and shitty pop music. She also can't go more than 10 minutes without looking at instagram and youtube shorts and argues daily when she gets too comfortable with me. She is obsessed with becoming famous even though she does nothing serious towards that end. Her main pasttime other than these things is sitting there with me expecting me to entertain her or sitting there in a shitty mood and expecting me to make her feel better even though it's impossible. I feel like I learn way less and go out less because I have to talk to her all the time (we live apart and she visits me every so often for a few weeks at a time). She recently failed out of medical school immediately after getting in because she is retarded and has a 3 second attention span, and because of that she won't even be able to see me in person when we thought she would be able to.
Should I get over her and dump her despite being attached to her or is there no point because all women are like this, so if I get another gf it will just be more of the same?
