Always before sleep, i think about being in a forest or a field, i sit on a bench or by a tree or maybe just walk around and then i stumble upon a girl whos just like me, we talk for a bit and then we walk together somewhere, i always fall asleep before i can finish it though

can doing benzos be good for your health? im usually underweight but on benzos i eat and im geining muscle from lifting weights on benzos so i think it might be beneficial for my health, i dont get any mental illnesses or anything so its fine+ weed too

>spend all free time playing video games when younger
>have friend
>he spents like 3 hours every weekend playing that same game while I play for 5 hours everyday
>he's better than me
>try other shit as a way to feel better
>realise im bad at everything because i've spent all my childhood on shit that doesnt matter
>think if i spend time doing things (drawing, cooking, sports) i will get better
>it doesn't
The talentpill is so painful, people like me were made to do nothing in life

Would you rather become a house cat that will be loved forever or keep being a human? I prefer being a human because my lifespan is very long and I can look at cute cats and take care of cute creatures my entire life.

ask, and it will be given you. seek, and you shall find. knock, and the door will be opened for you.

christbros DNI, unless you have something to say that doesnt include a chimp out about how this is sinful or whatever. i will not give my pearls to pigs.

Always when I watch Ongezellig I get sad, don't get me wrong I love watching it but it's just gives me that weird feeling.
Idk meaby because I identify with Maya or meaby the story is so well written that it gives me those emotions.
Have any of you experienced that too?

I already posted this on /soy/ but people there just bait and you can't have a conversation with them so i hope that /r9k/ is more civil

This is a serious thread.

So I've always some homosexual thoughts both romantic and sexual ones, but it was always really mild.
But Recently i had a realy emotionaly painful experience with a woman.
After that experience besides feeling really bad i also noticed that I started being way more attracted to men than usual, like a lot.
My feelings after the painful event are still fresh and strong so idk if after those bad feelings die down will i stop being gay, or am i stuck like that forever?
Note that im still just as much attracted to women.

>with some guys in a crowded hangout area
>group of girls a few meters from us
>one of them turns and asks for my name while smiling
>I look confused for a bit and tell her my name
<"I spotted you :)"
>she then turns around and starts laughing with her friends
>the guys i was with start telling me I "scored" and stuff like that
>I look confused for a bit and go back on my phone
What the fuck happened? Apparently spotting means to like search for someone but you don't know their name/identity, was she actually genuine? I don't know if to believe it because I don't trust girls that laugh after talking to me, and I don't trust the guys I was with as I hate them. Was she making fun of me? Why is socializing so unintuitive and complicated? Am I retarded? This has never happened to me before and I am scared of women

My girlfriend is threatening to end our relationship because i dont want to choose between her and 4chan. she has been a fucking bpd demon, she keeps over reacting like this all over fucking nothing. so what if there’s lolicon porn? I told her i dont goon to it anymore. I don’t understand why she doesn’t just trust me? Why does she wanna take away my freedom? Why are foids like this? What should I do?

We gotta get FPEmerald now as official chud content it would be pretty neat