Being the poor/flat girl has shattered every ounce of confidence I might have ever had.
I went to a rich school due to a technicality with the school district boundaries and when everybody started growing their boobs I never did. It was like literally no boobs just nipples.
Also since all the other girls were rich they would come back from Christmas break or Summer vacation or hell even a three day weekend with bigger/better/bouncier/more boobs and wouldn't stop bragging about them so I felt even worse.
Eventually everybody started treating me like I'm retarded and not my own age because of my small chest. Even when I was 17 everyone else was treated like this big, bouncy and boyant boobs woman while I was this boobless little bitch.
So in the class picture I am there with no boobs surrounded by other girls who have two or three huge ones bigger than my entire face!
I hate being the "flat Patsy" everywhere I go. Ladies, get huge jugs while you can so you don't waste years of your life like I did.
Does anyone here have an inferiority complex? I often struggle with the idea that I am subhuman. Both physically and mentally. I am always tired, always lie in bed, can't exercise. I tried going to the gym for a year but made 0 progress. I was going 3 times a week and pushing myself to the limits. Mentally I feel retarded. I feel like I am much more stupid than everyone around me. Mostly due to the brain fog. I also think I have low IQ even though I did well in school as a child and took part in many maths competitions. The couple IQ tests I took online all show >140 IQ, but it's probably extremely inaccurate. Now I am struggling with study. I am in my last year of school (jannies I am 18 already) and I have completely given up studying because of how difficult it is for me. So it means I will most likely do terrible on my exams. Also it happens that I am from eastern europe and I have a belief that my country is full of inferior, weak people, and I am one of them.
ive been freaking out for no reason and I just wanna know if theres any other options besides taking ze meds (ssri's) <reddit Im usally not an anxious person but i havent been sleeping and i get paranoid about shit
>foid adds me >She's a chud, extremely racist, and white >notices I'm not white but is okay talking with me >wants me to go meet up with her and be her bf <REDDIT SPACE >another foid adds me >turns out shes a lonely pooner not on T yet >she has bpd, autism, ocd and is white >does not even look that bad for a girl and is skinny >wants me to go to her country and fuck her brains out when I get the chance and be her bf <REDDIT SPACE >foid adds me >don't talk to her much but she's started randomly posting pictures of herself after adding me >she's posting about the things we talked about >also white You know, I couldn't even have a gf due to my job but now even if I was able to, I don't know if I want one because picking one of them would leave the others out and it makes me feel bad.
Social approval is the only thing that motivates a large portion of the population Facepill beats the heightpill but foids are still looking for the tallest male around because it increases their status among other foids For males, sleeping around increases social standing, they do it because it makes them look better among other goyim These people do obviously bad shit like drink soda all day and watch goyvision because its socially expected, surrendered their soul to the zeitgeist. And then question me for not caring about goyvision and going out of my way to spend money on slop because its le normal. All of my friends have become addicted to zyns because getting a nicotine addiction is trendy even though its literally just cancer and spending with no upside. I feel like I'm the only one who doesnt care about Disney, anime, or trending video games. Its apparently unheard of to not care about games or tv shows.
recently I've felt very depressed, I feel like I don't know myself anymore. I feel hallow.
I feel like I am not myself anymore. I go to school and I have people who I am friendly with but I still feel absolutely alone, like I can never relate to this people, they all care for their short term pleasures and other shit I don't care for. And I feel like I'm wearing a mask out of some weird primal fear of social rejection, and so subconsciously I've created a fake person that interacts with everyone at my school. But I would also say that there is a true side of me but it feels lost like its hidden somewhere deep in my psyche, even now where I am alone in my room, it doesn't seem to come back. Is this ego death or is this something bigger?
this is a cry for help, I have nowhere/nobody else to ask for help. and I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I feel numb
