how accurate is this lately?

Spawn trapped in Africa. What do I do. No amount of heckin niche skills will save me from looming niggerdom. Wasted a long time writing a hobby OS w/o AI because I believed I was on par with whitegqds. I'm eating shit instead mayne. No embeddedfags are in the 8% of intl companies that would dare consider hiring monkeys. Double digit IQ means I'd fail the Optiver-style games used in quant interviews. What are my options? I can't see a way out besides maybe cybersecurity. I'm trying out ROP Emporium to try and bridge the gap between whatever little assembly I remember and exploit patterns. If this works out, great. If it doesn't I might just finish my degree then give up on tech

Am I retarded for finding actual comfort in Soyjaks?
Whenever I feel down I just go to the wiki or this site and it always manages to boost my morale
tho with all the spam and bait I usually prefer visiting the wiki more

<sorry for wordswordswords but I hope you take the time to read it
I'm sad about the state of my life right now and I don't know what to do. I feel like im at a dead end, and if I don't change something I will be staying the same my entire life, watching my parents get old and die, and then myself, with no change. Advice, or any sort of comment, would be appreciated.

I'm 18 and ive started a pretty decent program where I work and learn at the same time, and my studying costs are subsidised. The only issue is that for this, I can't stay at home and I'm in a DNB shithole in the middle of nowhere with nothing to do. Also, I miss out on the entirety of uni life, with the only other 18 year olds being the dozen or so other people in the same program, otherwise its just older people in the company. I can only really see my family on the weekends when I go stay there. This means that I have a very minimal social life, its been about a month and I already know all the people I will know for the duration of this program, which is about 3.5 years. Then I go home, all my friends from school are off in their unis, and I see my family for too short a period of time to do anything with them either.

I don't really want to leave the program because for my career, there really isn't anything better, I'd have to give all my money to the kikes by taking loans for uni. But even when the program ends, I think I might only stay with that company for a short while, and move to somewhere with more life. I see too many oldfags there that have stayed in the same job, in the same shithole town, from the second they graduated to the day they retire. I cannot possibly do this. There is nobody I know in the area, and nothing happens either, so I reduce my already slim chances of getting a girlfriend to absolutely 0.

I'm just generally depressed about all of this. The only thing that is advancing is my career/education. I would already argue with my family when I lived with them, but now it is extra painful to me knowing that I have less time with them before, and I spend too much of it arguing. During the week, I go drinking with my coworkers once a week, which is basically the only social thing you can do in the town other than bowling, which is too expensive and repetitive to do all the time. I don't want to become an alcoholic, but if i don't go I don't talk to anyone outside of work, and I enjoy the brief period of feeling tipsy. The morning after doesn't feel great though, I don't have headaches or vomit but I just feel ill and I know i shouldn't have drank. I get along with one or two of the people there, but most are normies and do shit with their school friends on the weekends since they live closer, so can't relate to me.

I don't want to use this site but if I don't I feel like I'm the only person going through this and it makes me want to give up. I enjoy the conversations, but it is truly depressing knowing that a DNB imageboard is the place and people with which I socialise, instead of real people that I talk to in person. Does adult life get any better than this? Any advice for what I can do? I'm bored of playing vidya and going online, ive done it for years as my form of entertainment, I need something more real.

This is the thread where I successfully convert my pooner coworker back to normal with my cock. Stay tuned, there will be updates to this

(Photo is her)

I want to research the process of one becoming addicted to porn.
Post your stories about how you became a porn addict, got into fetishes and such. Describe what exactly holds you off from changing to the better.
I myself had a porn addiction but got rid of it thanks to deworming.
>the arrow

i wish i was in love with another guy, not in a gay way explicitly but in such a way that our trust and commitment to each other would be so that, were it not for the absence of eros, we would be lovers. i wish i had someone like that.

so, im gonna turn 18 in a month. im a drop-out with some meager scraps of money from a blue collar job i pulled some months ago. im depressed (arent we all?). Anyways, i have a girlfriend although we only see each other irl rarely since we live in diff countries (i have 2 nationalities and travel between these two countries often)
blah blah blah her uncle who molested her is getting released from jail next year but i also want to enlist in the azov batallion and go to ukraine (as used to be customary for my people)
would it be wrong to leave her alone in her homecountry instead of going to live with her? im still pondering. i could very well join her countrys national guard instead (since im a legal citizen of said european country)

>be a me
>be a fakecel
> be in high school. I’m old enough to use this site so that should tell you my grade
>have some standards for girls.
I wouldn’t date a landwhale or a pooner, etc.
>a girl likes you for the first time in your life
>she’s short but has a pretty face and a stacylite body
>she’s clever and you find her funny
>you two get along very well
>she’s two years younger than me
I say it’s fine because it’s better than nothing. If I had better options I wouldn’t try to go for her
I want to end my inceldom. Am i a pedo for this? Is this justified? And am I just being taken advantage of?
<We’ve called multiple times, sometimes for three hours on end.
If she’s just using I’m going ER o algo
Take this photo of a building in San Francisco

I have a classmate in my uni. She knew her husband since she was 12. Where is the catch? He was 18 when they first met and started dating when she became 16.