Until 3 years ago, my life sucked, but I also put no effort in so it was like "I guess I deserve it idk".

But 3 years ago I decided to get my shit together. I tried taking antidepressants, exercise, tried making a video game, tried learning a language, tried cold showers, tried meditating, tried breathwork, tried sprinting, tried carnivore diet, tried quitting sugar & porn. And somehow I don't feel any better.

This might sound schizo but I think somehow my body & mind don't want to get better. Like my brain actually wants me to be a fag loser who lies in bed and watches YT shorts all day. When I do that, I look healthier, I sleep easier, I have no inflammation, I'm calmer, I'm happier. It's really confusing. It's like I was set up to fail.

The world is gay because of men. Most men are faggots so of course everything bends toward their degeneracy. The vast majority of pedophiles and rapists are men. The billionaires who extract every last dollar while white families struggle and die in debt are men. You may blame Jews for running the world, yet the faces in these antisemitic caricatures are Jewish men, so the problem is still men. Society is torn apart by endless culture wars and identity nonsense because men built the platforms and institutions that reward division. Every major source of corruption power abuse and moral collapse in the modern world comes from men. In the Bible, Adam ate the apple, so man committed the first sin and dragged the rest of us into it. If we literally curbstomp all moids to death, we would achieve eternal world peace.

should we debate this?

nujannies, why can't you bring back /spam/ and have all the spam go there?

> be me
> perfectionist gifted kid
> learn multiple foreign languages (English, French, German, might start Italian net year)
> great at math, chemistry, biology, art, anything at all
> people begin to have very high standards when it comes to me due to my perfect grades and all
> I try to reach them, and I usually manage, and in exchange I get praise (which I am practically addicted to)
> slowly but surely began to burn out
> I realised I'm getting worse at everything
> people praising me less, saying I'm lazy ad egocentric
> I believe them
> I push myself harder, whether I'm tired or not, and acting overly selfless to an unhealthy degree
> cope with stuff in unhealthy ways
> finally, people started to worry, saying I look tired, that I should take a break
> I don't listen, I began to reject all compliments and take in only the insults, and I still feel like I am "lazy" and "egocentric"
> goes on for 3 years or so
> getting to a point where I want to off myself
> only thing keeping me alive was my fear of Hell
> I began to pray, and pray, and pray
> timeskip to now
> I have an incredible boyfriend, I started to accept people's help, started taking breaks every now and then, I began to sleep and eat more, and I'm slowly managing to deal with everything

There's always something good at the end of the tunnel, you just have to hope and pray for it, God is good

THE JANNIES JUST NUKED A BAZILLION THREADS HERE. WTAF???
AND EVERY SINGLE THREAD HAD MY ARYANCODED 'CAROs

JANNIES CAN'T HANDEL MY GEMMIES

Complete normalfag just sent a meme with a space marine from wh40k in the groupchat. Is this normal?

Marge what happened???
>still confused!!!

My thread wasn't finished can you bring it back.
What's even the point of /r9k/ if you're just gonna delete all the threads

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