there is this girl in my class. i havent spoken to her in a very very long while. at the time i was talking to her so she could be my girlfriend or whatever normalfaggots say. but while i was doing this i was completely oblivious that she wasnt over her ex. some fat meximutt (and also an online one cuz he lives in niggerhell geg). we sometimes spoke about him and she would always say how weird he was (nigga he stalked her accounts like all the time and often would seethe about me too geg). recently i have been wanting to talk to her again, i guess its been a while but would it hurt to try something again? any help 'teens?

Ive been having recurring periods of negative obsession with a couple characters I dislike and a couple of artists that draw them. Last time was about 2 years ago, before that it was once every two months or so. I know that its an entirely retarded obsession, the characters and the artists are snca, yet I am weirdly invested in tracking the popularity and any appearance of either. Is there any way to stop it?
Pic unrelated because im on my phone.

>tfw it doesn't have to be like this and I could decide right now to make the correct choices for the rest of my life 24/7 and stop thinking about the past in about a month or so of progress

i get really sad thinking about my parents they gave their entire lives to have me and so much investment they moved to america and im just a depressed sad chud they know I hate my life and I know it hurts to see their child be a depressed failure and they probably blame themselves which makes me sad and I should be better but it's hard

i can't jerk off because my hands are injured

The prospect of going bald scares me more than death. I'm already ugly nigger I don't want it to get even worse

I'm sick and tired of feeling useless. I work, I go outside, I can sustain myself on my own, but nothing beyond that. If I disappeared off the face of the Earth tomorrow very few people would notice and less would care. I'm glad I can live on my own without losing it but it would be really nice if it ever felt like anyone else needed me for any reason. Maybe then I could get out of bed in the morning to do anything other than continue my incredibly boring life

when the reds go marching in

i've found a direct correlation between me caring less about the world and me succeeding in it.
i know feeling nothing vs feeling pain is an easy ass choice but still. bummer

I think I might have ADHD and that it might be impacting my academic performance. Would taking ADHD drugs meaningfully improve my results?