The one thing I cannot stand is when normgroids try to act like they’re not normgroids. I have a friend like this who pretends he’s so le based bp trucel but he hangs out with an entourage of e-girls and has multiple exes. The unfortunate thing is that, this is just how the culture is now. Everyone wants to be the most esoteric, in-the-know retard to make up for their bland and unremarkable personalities.
Two weeks into med school haven't opened a single book yet. It's so over. I never learned how to study properly I just crammed all the stuff in days before the exams and there was much less things to learn and now it's the same over again but in uni where i cant let myself do this. I never did any homework and just listened to the teacher in class and that was always enough. Now it's not. I need to do 6-8 hours a day of study and I can't even do 30 minutes.
>wtf is your problem kid stop fucking bothering us with your bulshit! <OMG MY HECKING KIDERINO KYM'ED HIMSELF I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT I DIDN'T SEE IT COMING THERE WERE NO SIGNS I SWEAR I JUST WISH HE TALKED TO US!? Why are parent niggers like this?
I once met a soyteen on a roblox game (it was a shooter game about idf vs hamas not some groomer shit) and he was a zellig fan who talked to me about whitnessing his family being killed by niggermonkeys in south africa I met another guy who was like 16, from quebec, who had gotten fedded over isis videos and was somewhat of a failtroll, and had to deal with his parents supervising him for obvious reasons I also met some croatian nazi who I played warthunder with and he always begged me to send him girls und panzer porn (he fell for the jewish goon psyop)
How do you cope with a fundamental lack of will to live ?
Let's say anything you try in life either within a span of a couple of months or a decade becomes irrelevant to you, a hobby/passion or just work or study.
I would like to do something else all the time but eventually get so disillusioned by it that I lose motivation to even live.
My job, my passion, everything has become irrelevant to my brain to the point that I don't even know what to do aside from being permanently online since I have no life outside of my job aside from my family.
It's kind of like being already dead, in the inside at least ?
Soon I will be 30 and still have nothing meaningful or at least I can't find meaning in these things or my life, it's like trying to chase something.
Well I cope with all of this with gaming, alcohol and social media, basically just waste my time but the fundamental question is, if I have to live like this isn't it just better to end it anyway ?
For every day since possibly the start of 2026, I have had terrible sleep issues. I thought I was improving this week and last week since I had started going to sleep at reasonable times (12 am - 2 am) and for 7+ hours as well. But the past couple days have reverted back to being horrific. Yesterday, I want to sleep at 4 am (typical of me) and today, I went to sleep at 7 am and just now woke up. This used to never happen when I went to school or had a job, but this has been a common occurrence since I’ve gotten fired. My head constantly feels “empty” and I just feel like a husk of a human being. My eyes always ache as well. What can I do that doesn’t involve be taking Benadryl? Will this lack of sleep cause me to die one day?
