Who else has given up on trying to get a GF?
Tbh, I never really tried, so in the strictest sense I cannot really be giving up.
But I am just not bothering to talk to girls. I like my own company better. The girl who liked me in middle school is the true love of my life and I will never have another.

I am currently in a mall, had to walk for over an hour to be here, so i could avoid having to celebrate my "dad"'s birthday due to how much he has hurt me throughout my life.
I'm sure it's too late for cake time, signing the card, giving the gift and singing or even wishing any happy birthdays but should i have the mercy and grace to go to the birthday soon or should I stay here until the mall closes?

I keep seeing the following phrases: "It's based and christpilled" "Muh repent to braindead skydaddy"

how there are so many "far right" nazi's who act as if kike jesus was not a jew who wouldn't smite them for their beliefs towards israel.

Just read this verse

: 1 Samuel 15 "Samuel said to Saul, “I am the one the Lord sent to anoint you king over his people Israel; so listen now to the message from the Lord. 2 This is what the Lord Almighty says: ‘I will punish the Amalekites for what they did to Israel when they waylaid them as they came up from Egypt. 3 Now go, attack the Amalekites and totally destroy[a] all that belongs to them. Do not spare them; put to death men and women, children and infants, cattle and sheep, camels and donkeys.’”"

Sometimes I realize how sad my situation really is. I was talking with some people at my college that I was relatively friendly with, we talk with eachother in our classes and they genuinely like my presence. I remember them commenting on how I'm basically the odd one out of the 4 of us, nobody seems to really know who I am or any of my interests. Someone even asked if I just transferred to the college(I hadn't, I've been here for 2 years). They asked me if I had any friends here and I told them I didn't. They asked who I talked with and I mentioned talking online. I told them my online friendships are deeper than my irl ones and one of them said that was sad. And it really is. I have 6 contacts on my phone, half of those are family members.

The worst part is that these aren't your archetypal chads. These people were also nerds, probably spergs or some other mental condition. And even they have actual friends and connections, the least contacts one of them had was 50. I'm completely incapable of establishing actual human connections. I can joke around with people for a few hours but I can never form long term relationships. I just don't get it. Where do they all get the time for it? All the interaction they seem to have. It's like there's some secret social club everyone else is in that I just have no clue exists.

I think I have mostly come to peace with this. I've accepted that I'm not really capable of having social relations and at this point I don't care. I'm happy alone and I simply lack the energy to maintain long term relationships. I've looked into potential having schizoid personality disorder, a lot of my behavior aligns well with it. I vastly prefer interaction online, I'm just not built to have irl friends.

What do you think is the reason for why this world is so awful?

foids in packs are the most ruthless, heartless monsters this world has to offer.

why are so many white girls mudsharks now what happened
>they really like violent niggers for some reason

So I still goon to tranny porn, even though I literally have a gf. I thought having a gf would make me lose my attraction to trannies, but it’s just changed it to the extent that I’m now only interested in hyper feminine trannies who actually pass.
>inb4 bait
>inb4:
>>hyper feminine trannies who actually pass
>no such thing
Yeah, I know trannies are subhuman, but please tell me how I can stop. I’d never have sex with a tranny irl, but I can’t stop watching tranny porn. I think my gf can tell I’m a faggot because I know the difference between a twink and a twunk, what frotting is, and what futa is. She sometimes makes fun of me, but overall she doesn’t really seem to care. Probably because she’s Japanese and is used to gooners or something.

now that your wife has stopped having sex with you, cooking and cleaning for you, or even letting you see your kids, I order you to pay her 75% every month forever. get out of my courtroom incel.

Currently stressed out, especially about my time

I hate to say is but ever since skool started and this girl rejected me everything has felt like its been going down hill.

Ive been working on a game for nearly a year now and ive got more time then ever to work on it but i feel burnt out and like ive lost all my momentum. Mostly in due to the fact im a porn addict. I would like to get my game done soon but the scope is seemingly insurmountable, and currently everything is counting on me finish the game. Today i worked on my game for nearly 2 hours with very limited progress, i didnt realize till very recently that a large amount of my code was fairly unorganized, and i fear that i may have to restart the last 6 ish months of work recoding everything. I feel like my game is making me fall behind because ive sort of neglected some other aspects of my life and ive spent insane amounts of time working on my game. Yet there is still lots to be done. And right now it just feels so hard to get anything done. I just feel like i can get shit done yet everything is pretty reliant on my getting my game done. How do i progress? How do i or should i work around challenges?

Another question is weather or not i should go on a “hiatus” where for a month or two i completely stop using the internet for the purpose of stopping my junkie habits? Porn is holding me back and stifling me but its hard for me to try and quit porn and work on a game at the same time.

Any teens been through something similar any advice?