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Currently stressed out, especially about my time
I hate to say is but ever since skool started and this girl rejected me everything has felt like its been going down hill.
Ive been working on a game for nearly a year now and ive got more time then ever to work on it but i feel burnt out and like ive lost all my momentum. Mostly in due to the fact im a porn addict. I would like to get my game done soon but the scope is seemingly insurmountable, and currently everything is counting on me finish the game. Today i worked on my game for nearly 2 hours with very limited progress, i didnt realize till very recently that a large amount of my code was fairly unorganized, and i fear that i may have to restart the last 6 ish months of work recoding everything. I feel like my game is making me fall behind because ive sort of neglected some other aspects of my life and ive spent insane amounts of time working on my game. Yet there is still lots to be done. And right now it just feels so hard to get anything done. I just feel like i can get shit done yet everything is pretty reliant on my getting my game done. How do i progress? How do i or should i work around challenges?
Another question is weather or not i should go on a “hiatus” where for a month or two i completely stop using the internet for the purpose of stopping my junkie habits? Porn is holding me back and stifling me but its hard for me to try and quit porn and work on a game at the same time.
Any teens been through something similar any advice?
I hate to say is but ever since skool started and this girl rejected me everything has felt like its been going down hill.
Ive been working on a game for nearly a year now and ive got more time then ever to work on it but i feel burnt out and like ive lost all my momentum. Mostly in due to the fact im a porn addict. I would like to get my game done soon but the scope is seemingly insurmountable, and currently everything is counting on me finish the game. Today i worked on my game for nearly 2 hours with very limited progress, i didnt realize till very recently that a large amount of my code was fairly unorganized, and i fear that i may have to restart the last 6 ish months of work recoding everything. I feel like my game is making me fall behind because ive sort of neglected some other aspects of my life and ive spent insane amounts of time working on my game. Yet there is still lots to be done. And right now it just feels so hard to get anything done. I just feel like i can get shit done yet everything is pretty reliant on my getting my game done. How do i progress? How do i or should i work around challenges?
Another question is weather or not i should go on a “hiatus” where for a month or two i completely stop using the internet for the purpose of stopping my junkie habits? Porn is holding me back and stifling me but its hard for me to try and quit porn and work on a game at the same time.
Any teens been through something similar any advice?
