Winny swipe

Swinny Wipe

should I do crack or no

i'm gonna do it when my birthday comes up, i'm gonna kill myself and i'm gonna have lived an even number of years. i have no other choice or else i'm gonna have to live through another year of being a disappointment and dealing with constant shame. i don't want to hurt my parents or my family but eventually i am going to have to do the selfish thing, and a moment is going to come where i just let my impulses take control even though i am a very controlled person.
dying on my birthday would be pretty poetic though.
at least even if i'm a faggot and i fail the attempt, which i probably will bungle anyway because it's just a cry for help or whatever, i can get out of some responsibilities since i'll be in the hospital or everyone would be walking on eggshells around me. and my parents could come to terms with the fact i'm suicidal and everyone knows the number one predictor for killing yourself is if you already have an attempt under your belt.
OH WELL. SUICIDE POSTS ARE AGAINST THE ROOOOLZ so i'll get banned.

How to meet women? I know this question gets repeated here a million times but I’m looking for actual advice and I’m willing to do whatever it takes instead of being a lazy fatass. I’ve tried online dating apps before but interactions there just feel so shallow and no one ever gets back to me anyways. I don’t really have a social life nor do I go outside ever, so where can I meet females? And how do IRL couples typically start relationships?

>this board for some reaason

>reading depressed threads on /r9k/

anti rot thread
This is a help resource for anyone who feels like they are wasting their life/rotting away and wishes to stop. If you still have that spark within you to live life to the fullest, this is a thread where you can come and help yourself. I am making this thread because I have nobody else to keep me accountable, so I will document my own journey in this thread as a means of holding myself to the standards I set.

Please feel free to join and do the same if you are also a #sensativeyoungwhiteman who feels like he is not living up tp his full potential.

>me (23 white male uni student)
>been here for fucking 3 years already, switched majors twice bcus profs are retarded niggers (half of the history dep. is somalis)
>new major: Digital Video Production & Media Management
>required class: Digital Media & Media Literacy
>first day of this class: the syllabus for this class has two land acknowledgements, one for redskins bcus muh trail of tears and one for niggers bcus muh gentrification or something
>fourth day of this class: prof is talking about the "big four" media companies and says word for word "theyre all owned by straight white men so who cares"
>randomly assigned study group for this class: one gay nigger, one nigger woman, and one white girl who thinks everything is a disability (has a transheart sticker on laptop)
>realize during the first meeting of this study group that im the only one whos going to do any of the work the whole semester

At what point do i just murder my study group and the professor?

what percent of women want to trade their rights for not having to work