I have no idea what I'm going to be doing in the future.
I'm 2 years before college (not a caca btw) but none of the careers I can think of seem appealing. The white collar jobs are already overabundant with goyim looking to become wageslaves working 50 hours a week for another man, and there's a good chance a lot these jobs will become obsolete due to AI. I've thought about blue collar jobs like electrician, mechanic or even a farmer because they have a better chance at becoming independent but I don't have the talent for manual things like that. I really don't know what to do.

isn't this board a dnb?

I dont know why but I feel like im falling behind in life or something, like all of my friends are either in sports, in honors, or have girlfriends meanwhile I just doomscroll on the internet, play video games, and jerk off. I have always felt alone even though I have friends and a loving family (I rarely talk to my friends outside of school so that may be a factor) and I have no skills. I know that im young and I still have time in me but I think my teen years are fucked, God knows what awaits me when im an adult.

Sometimes I wish falling asleep was like working out and took like physical effort to do so I can get better at falling asleep fast and could just do it on command instead of this gay ass state where I am tired and just have to sit there doing nothing its really annoying especially when I have stuff to do the next day and it's all I'm thinking about.

is it weird that ive always been liked by people?
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somehow i have friends and people who actually care about me and i always get into high-ranking positions in the hobbies i like. im not even a good person irl either im kind of an asshole and i have acne and i dont rly dress that well i literally just use my same 15 gym shirts for everything (working on that)
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when i tell others about what i have in life im usually told im really lucky somehow for the talents i have and i cant rly relate to people here despite being on this board for a year now since most of you guys have problems i stopped dealing with.

[poll]
ITT WE MAKE POLLS AND ASK OTHER USERS THEIR DEMOGRAPHIC
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lets do some demographic collection. im guessing that there are at least 20-30 regulars here. we should do a census i guess.
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also i ask that you may keep this thread bumped. thanks.

So I had recently gotten a type 1 autism diagnosis and part of the aftermath was getting a proper IQ test to see what accomodations I would get, like it's not just a pattern taking quiz but also physical block manipulation and word association so I think it's thorough, it's much a relief that I'm not mentally retarded I'm just a foid deterrent and boomers hate that I don't stare at their eyes, but with the average IQ getting lower among Americans (I get that it's because of shit skin immagrants o algo) but does an average rating actually make me a modern genius? Like Einstein? I was always really good at tests but sucked at projects and taking instructions at work make me feel like a bumbeling idiot. Anyway I'd also be interested to hear ways in which you chuds excel in and areas you feel like a caca

I’m starting to internalize and actually believe all the misandrist stuff I keep hearing. That men are less intelligent, women are goddesses because they are the gatekeepers of sex, that the perfect man cooks and cleans and reads feminist literature and also rapes her and fingers her until she gushes and then gives her aftercare. Women want to be raped but also want men to be their bitches.

WAAAH WAAAHH WAAAHH MY LIFE IS BAD AND I DO NOTHING ABOUT IT WAAAH WAAAH

Racist women were raised to believe niggers are wild dangerous animals who will rape them with their big dicks. However, rape is the most common fantasy of all women, and in racist girls' minds the two become inseparable. It's the taboo and the fear which drives the racist woman's secret lust for BBC.

On the other end of the spectrum you have liberal feminist girls. Potentially initially influenced by jewish propaganda and the BLM movement and maybe even a bit of racism they're in denial about, these women gradually developed a preference for black men. They do not know the origin of their own sexual fantasies, but they are perfectly fine with exploring and embracing them. They have sex with the negro as part of a movement towards "sexual empowerment" and potentially to "fight the white male patriarchy" (though in reality their only motivation is lust).

The apolitical low IQ sorority type girl also embraces the BBC simply on base primal instincts. She's attracted to the larger dicks and the dominant dangerous attitude of the nigger thug. This combined with her trend following nature after she sees tiktok videos of other women openly lusting for BBC.

Rich white girls will lust for the negro because of the strong contrast with her own upbringing, and as a way to rebel against her father.

The so-called "femcel" may not initially have an interest in BBC but will begin to develop it after spending so many hours in the internet everyday. These types tend to be female gooners and spend a lot of time on porn sites, which promote BBC porn and push it onto their viewers until they come to enjoy them. This is especially likely if these girls spend their time on imageboards and discord. I specifically remember this one foid from 4cuck/r9k/ (she posted a timestamp with her flaps) and she said she did not used to think of blacks more sexually but over time all the BBC posting got to her and she starting watching that kind of porn, and now that's pretty much the only thing she watches. She even showed a screenshot of her folder with a large collection of BBC porn.