I hate how I'm such a fucking coward i keep saying im going to do it but always end up being a bitch and bitching out of it ive never been a proper man which i hate about myself im nothing more than a retarded little bitch boy who will do anything someone asks me as i just want to be useful but i this time im convincing myself to actually go through with ending everything im a useless fucking loser a waste of a human being. if i do go through with goodbye but if i bitch out again then youll know i cant go through this shit anymore
i really need to make friends to get out of hiding in the toilets at break like a pathetic fag but everybody in my skool who tolerate me are gay tranny furfags who act like animals with eachother
all my life I've had this aching sense of pain. Hard to describe, my body feels like a prison. I used to cut myself out of boredom when I was a teenage. But still today, I cannot sit down and focus on my breathing without suddenly clawing at my forehead and freaking out. And Ill find myself putting out cigarettes on myself to see what it feels like. Advice?
Xe have been 'ombarded with 'rimstone for months. The shelling 'as been constant and unceasing. The soy line must hold. The whole 'arty front depends on it.
There 'as been rumors of the 'oal that kills the 'arty for months now.
The other 'jaks speak of it with great fear at this point it is only daily 'oal xi fear.
Impish was hit by a chud 'achine gun as xe went 'ver the top 'esterday. I 'ad to watch xim bleed out in no mans land.
Xe cried out to xis Nintendo 64 for 'ours. Eyes imploring us to help xim. Ears 'orn completely off 'lood pooling the 'arty dirt.
What 'ould we have done? Couldn't even have our 'edic Soystien go out to help xim, the Chud machine gunners eyes were 'robably glued to their iron sights, like vultures⊠just waiting.
Xe 'ad a waifu at home, and 2 small babyjaks. Xe never even got to meet them.
Xe drank the same 'oylent as the rest of us in the trenches. Xe had 'reams of 8 bit games, and maybe even a small jewtube 'channel.
Small 'reams like these keep us 'jaks warring against the chuds. Xi have to try very hard to hold on to these. It is difficult. Very.
Deaths like these happen every day. The chuds are advancing, at glacial pace, but advancing nonetheless. We need to hold the line, but it has cost us many men.
Not just men to the morgue. Feral went loony 3 nights ago. The shelling had been affecting him for weeks, but I guess he snapped.
Xe kept 'ttempting to hop the 'rench, and run into no man's land. Screaming out to the Chuds to fire on him; blood was 'ouring out of xis nose due to how forceful xis screaming was.
Soystein said it was shellshock. I am skeptical though. Xi have seen shell shock this was something else. It is only one 'jak though.
hey âteens i took a bunch of pregabalin for my chronic back pain and im buzzed as fuck. i wanna talk heaps and do so much shit but iâve just been in my room the whole day. iâm still too anxious to make friends with my roommates even though i know we have a lot in common. i really want to hangout with them right now so i can talk but i know itâs a bad idea probably. but i still wanna be friends with them. my partner is going to be pissed when he gets home if iâm still high
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