Living in France as a North African is pure suffering. My sister is the ultimate BWC slvt and she refuses to even look at an ethnic man. She gets away with it because we are from a special Berber ethnix group so she looks basically white while I am just stuck looking like a shiskin.

It's gitten so bad that I have unironically developed a massive cuck fetish. I cannot even walk to the local gas station to grab a snack without the universe mocking me. I will be standing in line and see a WMAF couple laughing together and it feels like a physical punch to the gut. It is everywhere I look and it never stops. Every time I see a white guy effortlessly mogging me I feel a mix of intense rage and pathetic excitement. It is over for me.

The closest person to me ever told me I was bad at one of the few things I thought I was good at

I wish I didn't have to participate in soyciety

I wish I could just spend my life on the sharty

How do I stop being a hypochondriac?
It's really fucking exhausting

I'm afraid of ending up like Asmongold. wasting away but never maturing.

what are some tips to stop ruminating? i find myself getting caught on thought loops occasionally, especially because of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
and yes, i was the one making so many of those repetitive threads a few months ago, sorry for that. i think the way my mind gets stuck on things causes me to behave that way

'teens I was looking in the mirror properly for the first time in a while and I realise my physique is really quite effeminate and kind of twinkish. I have been going to the gym for 2 years (1 year with properly targeted and consistent strength training), have taken up sprinting and running a month or two ago, and have done two martial arts (one for over a year and one for like 6 months). And I don't have a great amount to show for it. I have become quite slender (more than before). I have a pretty clear hourglass figure where my hips are past as wide as my shoulders(not that wide) and I have a slimmer waist than my hips. I also quite have thick legs and thighs and a round pretty big arse.And I don't have much definition on my physique. And I'm pretty tall which exemplifies the slenderness. It's not that I'm not strong (I know I am) but I don't want to really do nonfunctional training and a lot of what I do requires training a strong lower body. Doesn't help that I have thick and long lashes and a small mouth. Anyway just frustrated that I just have to wait potentially years for the training to develop me more. I don't know what I can really do about this that doesn't derail my training

To stop gooning keep busy all day go for a run do some calisthenics play a game learn a nigger language like Spanish make sure you are tired when you go to sleep to not relapse

Wich minority do (you) actually hate (besides troons obviously) ? Also give me some reasoning because most minorities, well atleast racial minorities differ much in behavior and can’t be caricatured like a tranny who follows a strict ideology. Ofc generalizing is heckin bad but I want to laugh at chuddy opinions

why are they like this?