Living in France as a North African is pure suffering. My sister is the ultimate BWC slvt and she refuses to even look at an ethnic man. She gets away with it because we are from a special Berber ethnix group so she looks basically white while I am just stuck looking like a shiskin.

It's gitten so bad that I have unironically developed a massive cuck fetish. I cannot even walk to the local gas station to grab a snack without the universe mocking me. I will be standing in line and see a WMAF couple laughing together and it feels like a physical punch to the gut. It is everywhere I look and it never stops. Every time I see a white guy effortlessly mogging me I feel a mix of intense rage and pathetic excitement. It is over for me.