I grew up in a Christian family, and everyone I knew was Christian from birth. I went to church every Sunday, and sometimes on Wednesdays as well. However, I remember doubting whether God really existed from a young age (around 5 years old). Eventually, I grew tired of religion. I hated church, but I still prayed to God every night. I was even saved and baptized. Despite that, I would not count myself as a true believer. I couldn't "understand" God. I couldn’t wrap my head around who or what God was at all, or what His plan for me was. Ultimately, I stopped going to church completely. I hardly pray anymore these days. Is there any benefit to becoming a more devout Christian? I confided this to my father a while ago, and he finally couldn't take it anymore and told me that even if God exists, His love isn't distributed equally. So, murderers, rapists, and pedophiles get away with everything, while believers can make a small mistake at work and instantly become homeless. What do you think? Does God enjoy watching us suffer?

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i just weighed myself and i gained 30 pounds over the summer. i previously lost 60 pounds so i pretty much just undid half my progress over the course of a couple months and now i hate myself
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any tips on how to be consistent in managing how much i eat?

This is American-Swedish inventor Söyer Jakobsen, born in Stockholm but became a naturalized American. He is best known for making doodles of bald men with glasses in public which he called "Söy-Jaks" which became a popular sensation.

im going to paris for a day, ive never been and all i see online is just that its full of niggers, is it really that bad compared to the rest of europe

Anyone else wants to do so many things with their life but cant seam to get the motivation to do them? I have wanted to do drawing for a long time but for the past 3 months I just lay in bed and go on youtube, maybe im not built for creative shit I dont know you guys tell me

How can i cope rejection as fast as possible?
Feel shitty, can't even sleep

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is there really any hope for young people worldwide? almost every young person across the world is getting the short end of the stick, retarded governments retarded fake economies and basically everything going to shit

Does anyone else just feel apathetic about society? I watch plenty of content about how much the west is falling and I honestly just don't care, sometimes I'm almost happy about it. The economy being slightly better won't suddenly fix my life. Sure, maybe it would be a minor improvement, but I'd still be an asocial retard with zero friends. I love listening to news about stuff like geopolitics and the economy but to me it's almost like it's a fictional world I'm reading about. This stuff just doesn't mean anything to me.

Maybe it's just because my future is pretty secure. My parents were pretty successful, we have a house and they've said they wouldn't kick me out. I'm not a NEET, I'm currently in college, even a fairly low paying job would be enough to pay for the house and my lifestyle isn't very expensive. I don't have much tuition because of scholarships, even if college fails I can probably get some blue collar job like an electrician, those are always hiring. Regardless, I'm not worried about my financial future. I can live with my parents until they die and considering they're in their late 50s that's probably going to be relatively soon. Most likely I'll just live a fairly quiet life by myself, no friends or wife to keep me company.

I wonder if this is a first world thing. Because I live in such a materially wealthy society I can care about things other than my immediate survival. If there's any third world chuds here I'd love to hear your perspective on this.