Yeah i dont really know what imma do after it's over.
As HS was reaching its end I didnt really know what career path I wanted to choose, so I told my parents that I wanted to study cyber security. My parents also told me to enroll on an institute in cybersecurity along with an uni so i can "come out both an engineer and a technician" I dont know. I dont even know if I can even do that. but I said yes anyway. Im scared. What if i dont get a job? What if I cant even finish my career?

My brother went to uni and he kinda messed around with it so he's still on it and my parents are mad at him for wasting his time, they kinda take it out on me not physically but psychologically they tell me to not waste their time, they remind me about all the shit my brother has done, I really dont wanna disappoint them but it's hard to do that when they see me as a mini version of him. Im scared. I am afraid. I just hope whathever it is im doing works out.
Is the future looking up for you guys?

i hate the fact that some of you fags are so idiot they think that you think that you folks can re conquer istanbul if eurocucks like you even try that we will mix your blood with your dead emperor on the bosphorus

I used to use this site alot in 2024 and 2025, however I started visiting the sharty less and less, I used to practically live on /pol/ and /r9k/ and now I have more of a life and sometimes I wonder if the sharty negatively affected me as a person or not. back then I was overweight, ugly, extremely racist, very socially awkward, prone to being a retarded sperg, and a projecting closet bisexual, and I had really "traditional" morals (mostly just chuddy bullshit). but now I'm more normified, I have a girlfriend, I talk to my friends more and go out with people more, I spend less time on videogames, I dress better, I've lost a lot of weight and look much better, but I've also started smoking. I'm really just thinking about how much my life has changed in only a year, but I don't really feel different. im the same person but if myself from April 2025 met me today he'd call me a retarded niggerweed loving faggot, it's weird how I used to be so adamant about random things that I don't care about now
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I guess when you actually go outside and talk to people instead of dicking around on soyfart.poopy all day youll be less of a sperg.

does covid really make you permanently dumber

How do I re-ignite racial pride? I used to be pretty into Nazism, White Pride, Racialism, European Esotericism and stuff like that like. BUT, I spent a few months in Islam (I wanted to beat bitches), and ever since leaving Izzlam it's been hard for me to feel the same racial pride and the same hate I felt before I converted. Am I going to be a lemming forever? or do I just need time?

Not having sex, not having children has rendered me superfluous. There's nothing else to do but be a goyslave. Don't really see any way out of this. On paper I shouldn't have these problems. Can't face my family or talk to my siblings or parents anymore.

there any aussie foids who'll be friends with me?

I'm 20, i'm not a normie but i can larp as one. I don't want a girlfriend, i just always got along better with women. I'm obviously not an incel and i'm not really into politics as i prefer art

I like voice calling and i'd like someone to hang out with as all my friends are long distance, and people in my town are boring and lame. I live in vic btw.


I also am trying to become an artist but im an early beginner.
I'm really into art in general and can have discussions about it.
I've lurked for years and blogposted in hopes of making friends the normie way but that never worked, so i'm attempting being straightforward

I'd appreciate someone who's at least into games or movies so we have a common interest. im truly a fan of artsy directors and linear story games but i can appreciate anything with creativity.

Sorry for sounding autistic in this post

tried waching don't toy with me miss nagatoro
its brimstone
how does it have 2 seasons
i feel bad for people who paid to wach it
if you like it explain why

I miss all my real life friends…

I feel as if I’m not ready for relationships, maybe it’s because I’m autistic but I just don’t like it, the idea of having a woman by your side who’s just going to be a crazy bitch and randomly leave you because she had a dream where you cheated a. Maybe I do want to die alone if this is what women are like, women live off attention and people, maybe the dream girl is that girl who you see at Trader Joe’s and barns& noebles, or maybe a country girl who hasn’t heard of the idea of the internet, either way, I’m a anti social freak who will cry about my problems and won’t do anything to change them