I feel as if I’m not ready for relationships, maybe it’s because I’m autistic but I just don’t like it, the idea of having a woman by your side who’s just going to be a crazy bitch and randomly leave you because she had a dream where you cheated a. Maybe I do want to die alone if this is what women are like, women live off attention and people, maybe the dream girl is that girl who you see at Trader Joe’s and barns& noebles, or maybe a country girl who hasn’t heard of the idea of the internet, either way, I’m a anti social freak who will cry about my problems and won’t do anything to change them