thoughts on femboys?

frick my life

how the fuck do i prevent myself from seeing my own reflection, im ugly as shit and when im thinking about something really beatiful and then i accidentaly see my reflection i want to fucking puke from how ugly i look

>5'9 (175,3 cm) in Europe is insanely tall. Even something like 5'4 (162,6 cm) would be average in some EU countries. Women in America are just so privileged that anything below 6'0 (183 cm) is considered subhuman. Even the Nazi height requirement was like 5'7 (170 cm) if I remember correctly.
>Anyway, you shouldn't worry about what some privileged cunts think about you. They don't know you and never will if they're not interested. Less privileged people want less, remember that.
are you serious? average height in europe is 5'11

if u cant get pussy go monkmode

Anyone else feel like it is actually really hard to turn your life around as a loser?

People say "oh you are a failure only because you don't try". Every day for the past 2 years Ive been trying, I wake up & do all the things I'm supposed to. And its just not working. And often some random person like a family member just gets in my way and fucks things up and resets my progress like a curse

>miss one day of class, sick
>mustve missed something important
>dont understand a word of class ever since
>ffw two weeks
>still havent asked for help, too avoidant and retarded
>youtube doesnt help
>chatgpt doesnt help
>unit test next week
god fucking dammit

Even self proclaimed "introverts" have huge friend groups but whenever I'm in a conversation I just do whatever I can to leave it. I get 0 pleasure from talking to people and really often I lie just to end it faster.
Is anyone else like this?

>i cant afford a house
oh really? have you tried living on a dirt floor in a shed in dagestan?

My only goal in life is to just shut the fuck up and live life invisible and unknown until i fade away into the nothingness from whence I came.