>life sucks because you will eventually get into fights you brutally lose instead of you just brutally beating everyone you hate to the point of them bleeding from their anus/having a leakage

which is worse? being tall and ugly or being short and ugly?
im tall and ugly, women don't look down on me, they fear me, they look at me like im going to rape or rob them, their faces look like as if they have seen a rat, im not sure but maybe women wont run away from short ugly men, they would run away from ugly tall men, not seen as an ugly man, but rather a beast from the sewers
anyone on the other side likes to share his experience?

Let's settle it once and for all. Who has it worse, an incel who has never been laid or in a relationship, or a guy who has experienced those things a long time ago and has no hope to experience it ever again.

>be me
>teenager in the later early-2020s
>life was going well until late 2022 to mid 2023
>life was so fucking shit for me during that time
>late 2022 was fucking awful because my dad died middle-aged for heavy-smoking and maybe junk food consumption too
>was terminally online and blackpilled
>dwells to past when I was more happier and not fatherless
>was interested in wojaks and soyjaks that I had dig deeper into sharty culture which is why I’m hear now
>was also online on Reddit and Xitter for shitposting reasons
>had some dreams that I was still with my father
>visited France to meet my cousins and uncles and aunts which made me slighter happier
>early-mid 2023 was still a dark time because I have to move out to another city plus I still had to hold some of my depression from the few months
>started to become from blackpilled to redpilled because of the sharty
>started to troll and shitpost more often online to feel better about myself
>late 2023 to 2024 started started to be a time were I became a little less depressed
>moved out a few more times to another city and school
>started to become a little more social
>life feels a little good again but not as much as pre-covid
I wish I can go back in time and fix all the mistakes that already happened to me, even if that means I wouldn’t be able to a member of soysphere. Late covid era was such a fucking dark time for me and it wasn’t bc of the virus itself. Now I decided to become more blackpill again

why don't you just get a 4/10 normal girlfriend

The only novelty in it is that if you got a johnson and don't cum for too long you can sodomize people you don't like with it to pwn them but that's gay so your better off using a dildo machine or getting some bvll to do it (oh yeah there's also like ethic folk who are against this but think any other torture is fine)

The sexual gratification isn't worth it, you can just get it from jacking off but that's also nothing really especially if you it's for a short period and you always do it (also looking at drawings of foids can build a false identity, having waifus is super cringe, you can still respect their designs for being pretty but it has no meaning)

It's only good for like reproducing "naturally" and fulfilling some traditional views in spite of the neoliberal status quo, and I guess if your like some hung bvll who can outlast the foid it's just really good masturbation or gives pleasure that isn't sexual but moreso sadistic

Still I can't deny, sometimes when I argue with people I have the uncontrollable urge to imagine myself sodomizing someone, I guess that's the Will-to-Live in action!

I just had sex for the first time at 24
(I was raped)

I'll probably be dead in 2 months

Stop being depressed and crappily recite coally copy pastas

women are genuinely fucking evil. they are careless and inconsiderate. they are unknowing playing a game that only they win always. if you don't play you're not even human to them. I have a gf and it makes me even angrier because if they can be nice and idk human and kind and caring why have i been treated so terribly my whole life.

Women don't care about you. A woman lives a perpetual fantasy where they are all that matter and how much you enrich that fantasy is how they like you. women have treated me in ways i could never even think up. Women are so fucking evil