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I keep procrastinating on texting this one foid I met in college I was planning on texting her in January, but now its April Is there anything I should Do to break this cycle of procrastinating and actually text her?
Hello /r9k/ i had this idea and i wanted to share it here to maybe get some other peoples view points on this idea/theory/philosophy bit. < I recently bought 10in pvc pipe, cupling (to go with it), duck tape, and 50ft of paracord because i want to make a home made whip. <well why? Because i dont think that forgiveness of ones sins is as simple as asking for forgiveness, ive been making the same mistake for a long time and i think it would be easier to forgive myself if I put myself through some pain. And also because i think i just deserve it in general. < No this is not like how women cut themselves they do it for different reasons then of what I’m doing it for, such as hating themselves, getting attention, getting pity and or approval. Some reasons as to why i am doing it: as a means to aid in self redemption, also ive heard somewhere whips are used for self discipline i dont know how true that is but i can see in my case that it might help to be used in that way. I do not plan on sharing to people in my public life that i needed to put myself through a “purification process” nor would i want to. Most of the scarring (if any) would be on my back covered up. Another thing I do not hate myself as that is a illusionary cycle of self defeat, i hate the part of me that has allowed me to do sinful actions, and again i do not think that forgiveness is just some simple thing you do, it should be much deeper and respectful process more akin to redemption then that of “forgiveness” < Let me know your thoughts and such
This my first serious post on this board and I thought I'd start off by sharing something that I kinda need to get off my chest and has really weirded me out since it happened. <preddit space Basically, I woke up this morning (well, actually it was in the middle of the day, but whatever) from a very odd dream I had. The dream goes as follows, or from what little I could remember… <preddit space It was me in a room alone with a woman, whom I perceived in the dream to be French (don't know why). From what little was comprehensible in the dream visually, we sat at the edge of what looked like a bed and she told me she had been informed by a friend of mine of the details of my personal life and that she was sorry that I was going through such a rough patch. <preddit space The remainder of the dream from this point I can't adequately describe in order of how it happened, but after she had told me this, she hugged me or consoled me to such a point that she had noticed how her words and actions affected me, and saw I was on the verge of tears. She then comforted me by telling me it was okay and rested her head against mine, to which it felt like in the dream a stream of tears fell down my face afterwards. This was followed by her kneeling down in front me, and from the dream if felt like she was ready leave the room, but before she did this she told me it was okay and trusted that I was wasn't going to do anything rash after she leaves. <preddit space She then left the room and I was left there on the edge of bed alone and proceeded to facepalm and breakdown. <preddit space Now, I've always had very weird dreams that I can't explain, like ones about having sex with your mother or little fairy-like creatures flying into your penis as a child and making you orgasm (at least the latter is probably exclusive to me only). So it's not the dream itself I really care all that much for, it was my reaction after I woke up from it. After I had awoke, I tried to at least ponder on the dream and why the fuck I had it. When I spent enough time thinking about the dream, the woman in it, me crying and breaking down at the end, I quickly started to get a lump in my throat, and afterwards started to have my eyes water. I then said to myself "this isn't a big deal, why is this affecting me so much", almost as if I had started to feel emotions that were out of my control. This eventually led to me fully sobbing and a stream of tears falling down my face, probably the first I had cried in a good while (not saying im some kind of badass or something, but I rarely cry or really even get in such a state). When this happened, it honestly felt like it was forced on me, like it was out of my control, something happened in that dream that was so powerful that it forced my psyche to turn the waterworks on after I had simply wondered what it meant, whether I liked it or not. <preddit space Anyway, that's it, it just was a very weird experience and I felt this board was the appropriate place to rant about it. (call me a faggot and all that other shit, I would expect nothing less :))
where am i supposed to find foids to talk to? the ones at my university are all RETARDED and my hobbies usually dont attract people my age. have any of you ever cold approached anyone? how did it work out?
