im a stupid fucking nigger and i hate myself

4cuck mods are actual rapist terrorists i posted a thread about jews but the file image tripped some spam filter so now im banned for 2 fucking months for shit that gets posted all the time/i posted with no issues previously. they wont tell me why my thread was banworthy and dodged like a pussy when I asked them if the ban was automated by a filter. they know they're in the wrong but they hate me

>on a voice call for something irl related
>girl in vc has a good personality
>we keep talking
>apparently she likes the same games and stuff as i do
>check her pfp
>shes actually attractive too
>ff few days later
>i confused another girl for her in person
>relief.png because i dont really have any attraction to the other girl
>realization comes
>i think the kinda fat girl in the irl meeting was the girl i was talking to online
i dont think that was actually her either bc like their pfp looks a lot different then irl and maybe im just a retard
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most of us pretty new to that organization as well so its not really surprising i dont know people and their names irl. what do i do bros

Would anyone else prefer to be with an older foid? I don't mean the mommy fetish thing of a foid in her 40s, I just mean a foid who is a few years older than you. I definitely would, if she's in her late 20s and hasn't whored herself out then she's probably a good woman. And since she's older she has much less of an incentive to sleep around or break up with you since she'll want to be settling by now. I would also just feel better around an older foid, she's probably a lot more mature and would be nicer and less demanding of me than a younger one

I hate being an annoying piece of shit. I only have like three friends and they all dread my presence because I always just talk at them about SNCA. I have no one else to share my ideas with so I, for whatever reason, feel it safe to tell them, but obviously, they hate me for it. I just don’t know when to shut the fuck up, ever.

why the fuck do girls love talking to you for hours one day and then completely ghosting you the other. this isnt the first time this has happened to me. i hate those loosh farming succubus whores

i fucking hate living in a super diverse ultra liberal metropolis. more than half the ppl at university are fat brown/blacks or demented white trannies with dyed hair and piercings
i literally CANNOT make any normal friends

y do moids here ask so many bad faith questions. ur all trying to be angry. yelling at the sky.

There's no hope for spergs