Is it because my life is so bad that Satan wants to lead me astray? or I'm already on the wrong one?

Alright guys, so I was watching this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMZGc8A6CFk

And the video is basically saying that we have worms inside of us and our brains, and they're controlling us, and they were the ones who are controlling the important people/politicians. Dont know if worms can truly be that smart, but I just want to learn more about this. Somehow its tied to gnosticism, because I see mentions of the archons and a meme picture of yaldabaoth n shiet.

For example, heres a screenshot from the video, at the 1:00 mark. Dont know where it came from, probably from 4chan.

But if anyone in here knows anything about this shit, I would appreciate even any education on this crap. Im not really into conspiracy stuff, but this is super interesting to me.

should I start making a tulpa? I already have irl friends but maybe a imaginary friend might be interesting

okay, wtf schizophrenia they are watching you

Is the gateway experience any good? I haven’t gotten past track 3 due to me being lazy and always falling asleep in the middle of one. From my little experience they are pretty neat but I don’t see them doing that much.

Unlike prayer, which is designed to get you closer to God, spells are designed solely to get material benefits for yourself, or to inflict material harm upon people you don't like.
Therefore, the whole concept of spells is inherently materialistic, because at the end of the day, its whole and only purpose is to try and bend the rules of the material world for your own selfish reasons.
This also applies to divination btw, if that matters

I think a potential candidate for Thrembos real value may be somewhere near 6.7