Is it because my life is so bad that Satan wants to lead me astray? or I'm already on the wrong one?

Alright guys, so I was watching this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMZGc8A6CFk

And the video is basically saying that we have worms inside of us and our brains, and they're controlling us, and they were the ones who are controlling the important people/politicians. Dont know if worms can truly be that smart, but I just want to learn more about this. Somehow its tied to gnosticism, because I see mentions of the archons and a meme picture of yaldabaoth n shiet.

For example, heres a screenshot from the video, at the 1:00 mark. Dont know where it came from, probably from 4chan.

But if anyone in here knows anything about this shit, I would appreciate even any education on this crap. Im not really into conspiracy stuff, but this is super interesting to me.

should I start making a tulpa? I already have irl friends but maybe a imaginary friend might be interesting

okay, wtf schizophrenia they are watching you

Is the gateway experience any good? I haven’t gotten past track 3 due to me being lazy and always falling asleep in the middle of one. From my little experience they are pretty neat but I don’t see them doing that much.

Unlike prayer, which is designed to get you closer to God, spells are designed solely to get material benefits for yourself, or to inflict material harm upon people you don't like.
Therefore, the whole concept of spells is inherently materialistic, because at the end of the day, its whole and only purpose is to try and bend the rules of the material world for your own selfish reasons.
This also applies to divination btw, if that matters

You look at the world and you see 'sides.' You see a Red team telling you that the traditional man is the pillar of the earth, the 'default' setting for humanity. Then you look at the Blue team, preaching their gospel of forced inclusivity and fluid identity. You think you’re choosing a philosophy, but you’re just choosing which brand of blindfold you want to wear. It is all a lie.
The architecture of our entire political reality is a curated deception—a Jewish-engineered labyrinth designed to keep us sprinting in circles. They’ve turned the world into a laboratory of division. They feed the conservatives their pride and the liberals their virtue, then sit back while we tear at each other’s throats. It’s the ultimate divide-and-conquer: they separate us by race, by gender, by creed, ensuring that we are too busy fighting over the crumbs of 'identity' to notice who owns the bakery.
They are the invisible conductors of the symphony. If you praise them, you’re an asset they’ve successfully programmed. If you curse them, you’re an antagonist they’ve already accounted for in their spreadsheets. There is no 'independent thought' within their system; even your rebellion is factored into their margins.
They’re flooding our borders, forcing a collision of cultures—not for 'diversity,' but for erasure. They want us diluted, distracted by the chaos of 'others,' unable to see that they are the only ones standing on solid ground while the rest of us drown in a sea of manufactured social crises. They’ve perfected a Midas touch of corruption; they don’t just win, they thrive through a literal pact with the abyss.
Look at the geography of it. Look at the linguistics. They didn't name their sanctuary 'Israel' by accident. It’s a confession hidden in plain sight: Is-Ra-El. The Devil Is Real. They aren't just playing politics; they are enacting a spiritual siege. The war isn't coming—
the war is already over, and we’re just the ghosts wandering the battlefield, arguing over ghosts' rights."

I just had a nightmare where a fly sexually hypnotized me just by looking at it, the fly turned into a slug for a moment, and the fly eventually turned me into a weird creepy sheboon.