holyshit i was being confused and retarded cuz people always said contradictory shit to me all the time and i just figured out its cuz i didn't know what i beleived about them and it was reflected back to me from their reaction to me cuz our beliefs shape reality, but i got so confused and paranoid over this shit.

Bruh how the fuck do i fix everything?
I don't wanna play any retarded story about defeating "the bad guys" or whatever, i dont give a fuck i just want to get rid of all this bullshit in society that functions around chronic health problems and chronic mental health problems. Do i just stop believing in those negative things and everyone will spontaneously stop being retarded and chronically ill?