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First time I finger myself was when I was 12.
I used a screwdriver and barely shoved it in.
It hurt really bad and I was bleeding.
From that point on I would occassionally finger myself periodically every few months as a result of the porn I was watching.
But never once have I actually gotten to my prostate, it always fucking hurts.
Tried fingering myself again recently and this time I decided to actually shove my entire finger up my ass and it hurt so fucking bad, I took out my finger and it smelt like blood even though I couldn't see any.
Gay sex isn't like how it's depicted in fictional porn, it's probably why I can never truly be gay.
I used a screwdriver and barely shoved it in.
It hurt really bad and I was bleeding.
From that point on I would occassionally finger myself periodically every few months as a result of the porn I was watching.
But never once have I actually gotten to my prostate, it always fucking hurts.
Tried fingering myself again recently and this time I decided to actually shove my entire finger up my ass and it hurt so fucking bad, I took out my finger and it smelt like blood even though I couldn't see any.
Gay sex isn't like how it's depicted in fictional porn, it's probably why I can never truly be gay.
