>24y/o raised in rural conservative america, cis straight man
>tried hard to be a "real man" in my life, but find most men to be pigs
>5'7 and slender, doe eyes, soft voice, delicate features, minimal body hair, like my hair long, physically pathetically weak
>emotionally sensitive. warm nurturing
>virgin loser who doesn't approach women, mostly fall for lesbians anyway
>zero aggression, dominance, etc.. submissive personality
>girl friend starts explaining omegaverse one day
>realize the thought of getting pregnant and carrying a life in my belly gives me a warm feeling down below and butterflies in my tummy
>realize I honestly don't hate looking feminine
>start having daydreams of being fucked by some of my friends
>realize I am barely keeping a lid on a whole bunch of really girly stuff inside
pls pls pls pls i can't actually be a faggot can i?? so much of my pride came from how I didn't let my appearance get to me I can't actually be girly on the inside too why am i like this???