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Ir a agender
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My dad just told me I'm finally going to be able to get my genitals finally removed! I'm so fucking happy!
Hey. I'm an eighteen year old agender person. I have had painful dysphoria for my entire life, the fact that my body contains a vagina makes me extremely unhappy, the same way it would if I were male.
Because of this,.I have been pursuing surgery for my entire life inorder to remove my genitals. My goal is to have nothing but smooth skin down there. Recently I've finally been able to get my womb removed, and that's helped my mental health a lot.
Recently my dad informed me that I'm going to be getting nullification surgery in November (a surgery that will leave me with very little in the way of genitalia). This is one of the best single moments of my life, I can't believe this is finally happening. I cannot wait to finally hve a body that I don't hate. I can't wait to finally get rid of all of those thoughts that tell me my body is female and ill always be a girl.
I can't wait to finally be able to shower or change with out being upset at seeing my body. I can't wait to finally be able to sleep with my girlfriend while naked, or even just to do intimate stuff and not feel weird about my body.
Sometimes it's hard to remember that this is a happy thing, and that it's something that shouldn't feel like a burden to do. But I know that my worries aren't rational, I'm not going to wake up one day and decide I'm a cis girl, and then surgery is going to be safe.
This feels like I've finally been given the right of leave for the prison that is my body. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive over the years.
I'll be willing to answer questions people might have about myself, because I know my experiences are alien to those of many. And I'd love to hear any advice anyone has about this.
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