I'm sick and tired of feeling useless. I work, I go outside, I can sustain myself on my own, but nothing beyond that. If I disappeared off the face of the Earth tomorrow very few people would notice and less would care. I'm glad I can live on my own without losing it but it would be really nice if it ever felt like anyone else needed me for any reason. Maybe then I could get out of bed in the morning to do anything other than continue my incredibly boring life