[7 / 1 / 1]
I hate how I'm such a fucking coward i keep saying im going to do it but always end up being a bitch and bitching out of it ive never been a proper man which i hate about myself im nothing more than a retarded little bitch boy who will do anything someone asks me as i just want to be useful but i this time im convincing myself to actually go through with ending everything im a useless fucking loser a waste of a human being. if i do go through with goodbye but if i bitch out again then youll know i cant go through this shit anymore
