I have autogynephilia. Ask me anything and some help/guidance would be appreciated heavily.

My life might be IRL derailed soon unfortunately due to this pestilence and disease. It is a very shitty absolutely mind-bending thing to be born with sometime and it is a terrible thing most of the time. The experience is not good. I am very good at controlling it most of the time however because I am smart and have better things to do most of the time. But it is painful, and is becoming more painful and harder to control. I haven't done weird shit and I've completely stopped watching porn a bit ago and I won't get into it again unless my nigger impluse control goes haywire. It is manageable. I don't have any delusions and I know very well about this in and out. I know I'll always be a man. The misery and self-wallow is strong and the sense of debilitation will never go away fully.

Absolutely terrible fucking luck on my end, I rolled some very weird stats. Please be somewhat serious

i genuinely somehow need to improve my situation as much as i can and ill take any best advice and such. this will probably be more of a over time thing rather than trying to immediately "fix" this via whatever methods or whatever. as of right now i am fine i guess but i know it might be getting worse