I enjoy bottoming but I’m overly tight to the point I can’t fit anything larger than average and I get overstimulated quickly and tend to cry whenever a guy starts to go harder, this isn’t a huge deal for me since I don’t mind being overstimulated and some guys have been weirdly into it but overall I don’t want a guy to have to stop every few minutes to ask if I’m okay and whether he’s allowed to keep going

I don’t generally use toys since I’m a lazy germaphobe and working up the energy to fast, clean, shave only happens once a week and I only hookup with one of my rotating fwb once-twice a month, would practicing with toys regularly help? or is this a symptom of being an autistic failure and no amount of whoring will solve?