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told my friends im a faggot

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 16:08:56 No.85218 View View Original Report

I was chilling with some friends, we stayed up overnight and watched films and stuff, and one of the two guys who stayed started talking about his battles with porn addiction.
Unfortunately due to alcohol and THC in my system and tiredness since it was like 4am, I made a very bad decision and told the other two guys that I was struggling with homosexual thoughts.

At the time they both seemed fine with it and we had all sorta talked about personal stuff so I foolishly assumed the stuff we'd been saying wouldn't leave our circle.
However since then, one of the two guys has apparently been spreading around that I'm a faggot to other people.
I've already got a dm from someone asking about it. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Do I just own it at this point?

>quit porn, repent to god blah blah
I've tried allat before and it has not worked

Anyway that doesn't change the fact that my friends know I'm a disgusting faggot.

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 16:16:09 No.85219 Report

Quoted By: >>85221

>>85218
You could just say that you were drunk and high if you want things to go back to how they were, people will be suspicious doebeit

Most faggots aren't naturally gay, but according to Dr Soyberg there is some cases of natural gayness. I think the divide can even be seen when looking at gay people, some are completely normal on the outside, and probably naturally gay, and the others are the obnoxious niggers who are mentally ill and are outwardly fags because they want to attentionfag, and are deluded enough that they don't have a grasp on their sexuality.

You could just be a natural gay, if you have tried everything but still get attracted to men. Do you have a mentall illness, or any history of it in your family?
Also stop smoking niggerweed, and cut back on alcohol. Anything that fries up your brain can mess up the part that decides what you are attracted to as well

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 16:41:05 No.85221 Report

Quoted By: >>85226 >>85232 >>85314

>>85219
I've never been diagnosed with anything but there is a pattern of autism in my family
Haven't touched weed since, I did drink a lot after it happened but I'm sober now

I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women

Also I can't really run back on it because we all talked about it a lot
Maybe I should just own up to it because this is never going to go away anyway

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 16:56:32 No.85226 Report

Quoted By: >>85234 >>85263

>>85221
if you talked about it a lot, own up to it. If you are truly not attracted to any of your friends, let them know too, that should make them all feel a bit more comfortable about it.
If you never had attraction to women its not that bad then, you weren't groomed into it online. Its probably better to just face the facts. Trannies are disgusting because other than the like 0.001% that are born in the body of one gender, but have the hormones of the other, it is all a willing choice to mutilate themselves to still never be a woman. If you are a natural gay, as long as you don't make a fuss or try to make moves on a straight person, nobody cares.

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 17:38:18 No.85232 Report

Quoted By: >>85234

>>85221
>I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women
literally no such thing as being a natural faggot

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 18:28:20 No.85234 Report

>>85226
yeah alright, i'll js try to make sure it isnt brought up often

>>85232
thank you chuddiepoo

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 19:24:46 No.85241 Report

Quoted By: >>85245

did you goon to gay porn

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 20:07:37 No.85245 Report

>>85241
no i rarely watch that stuff

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 23:51:11 No.85255 Report

>struggling with homosexual thoughts
What do you mean by that?

Chud Fri 10 Apr 2026 23:57:53 No.85257 Report

Just don't go around doing any actual faggotry and it'll be fine

Chud Sat 11 Apr 2026 01:48:41 No.85263 Report

>>85226
>0.001% that are born in the body of one gender
most of this is cope to be a faggot. only sodomite rape victims have this as an excuse because their hormone were actually fucked up

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 01:35:39 No.85302 Report

Quoted By: >>85308 >>85421 >>85423 >>85499

Ive struggled with homosexuality for a long time as well yung chud. I cant give advice on the friends, but i can give pretty solid advice on the homosexual part.

For me it ironically helped a lot to accept that I have homosexual thoughts and feelings and there's no simple way to make them go away. I made the decision that if those feelings never went away, it would be okay because i'd simply not act on them. Thoughts and feelings are not actions, nomatter how much John Calvin may tell you they are. When a straight guy sees a pretty girl, he doesnt feel ashamed of having feelings about her even if he's not going to pursue her. its the same with you. simply recognize those feelings as unnatural, and let them pass. This is half of what i did.

The other half of what helps me is to try and figure out a purpose driven reason for why i have the feelings i do. In my case, I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function. As civilizations grow they sometimes tend towards gynocentrism, especially in the midst of a subversive element like jews. This is extremely dangerous because the backbone of any civilization is the patriarchy. from a metaphysical standpoint the masculine principal is that of raw potential creative/generative energy that is realized through the receptive/passive feminine one. This is why in the classical indoeuropean pantheon there is always father sky (etherial) and mother earth (material). Sex, in which a man quite literally puts a baby into a woman through which the child is born, is only one such manifestation of this dynamic. The problem is that often times men will become so infatuated with the beauty of women that they delude themselves into believing their only job is to please their wives. this is KIND OF TRUE. the confusion lies in that the means by which they SHOULD please their wives is generally by having offspring and heading up their households as strong leaders (raw potential energy manifested through material), but instead they DELUDE themselves into believing they should serve their wives by asking the woman to call the shots (something most of them dont even want to do). This inversion of nature is the essence of feminism. this is how low testosterone gynocentric wifeguys destroy a civilization. This is the origin of "happy wife happy life". Us as homosexuals are infatuated for one reason or another with the masculine image, and hence are natural reactionaries. Homofash is real. im not talking about femboy attention whore types. there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit. We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle, but loving what men are CAN BE a catylist to become a stronger person yourself.

this could all be bullshit, but its just my experience and my way of rationalizing my feelings.

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 04:34:46 No.85308 Report

>>85302
>Homofash is real.
fascism is literally, almost exclusively against homosexuality. and i mean 99%
>there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit.
homosexuality is feminine, which is quite far against the strength, honor and ascetic values of fascism and right-wing beliefs (even the romans disliked effeminate faggots to an extent, cinaedi were often made fun of)
>We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle
faggotry in no way is grafted to the right wing. i would say the faggotry of now and then is a by-product of the times. even the SS had a problem with faggotry despite both the SS and church being against it, mainly it was because they lived through weimar

our problems now are also caused by living through weimar.

also
>I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function.
it doesn't. the only way it is important is that it will stagnate birth rates and destroy man/woman relations. deifying homos as great in any-way is disgusting, they do nothing but drag civilizations down- and especially white people when they need to be out breeding their replacements

faggotry is more of a behavioral-sink rather than anything natural

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 07:05:08 No.85312 Report

ur just a faggot time to accept it

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 07:08:22 No.85314 Report

Quoted By: >>85419

>>85221
>I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women
yeah it’s over. how’s that even possible bro

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 10:18:54 No.85317 Report

Quoted By: >>85387 >>85399 >>85424

My friend actually told me recently that he is a faggot, however he already has a bf. He obviously waited to tell me and the rest of his long time friends after he got one. I was confused since he is pretty chuddy himslef (all of my friends are). Now though, beside being a bit weirded out, my interest to hang out with him dropped a bit, because i now have to worry to not offend him and i have to listen to gay talk which pisses me off. I'm not gonna leave him though, because he's a chill guy and we've known each other for a long time, I simply lost too many friends in the last two years. Well there's that, i hope this helps you understand how your friends feel

Chud Sun 12 Apr 2026 23:00:17 No.85387 Report

>>85317
>i now have to worry to not offend him and i have to listen to gay talk which pisses me off.
gay. why would you listen to some faggots spittle at that point?

Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 02:11:04 No.85399 Report

>>85317
let go of your friends and rethink your life and who you are.

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Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 12:07:49 No.85418 Report

Intrusive thoughts don't make you a homosexual. They are just a sign of stress.
Have you ever gotten a boner to a guy, like you have with a girl?
No? Then you're not homosexual.
Yes? Then you are a mentally ill homo.

Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 12:11:37 No.85419 Report

>>85314
Things like meds can completely suppress libido. I've heard stories from foids who never felt sexual attraction until 25 or so because they were on meds their entire lives.

Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 12:19:21 No.85421 Report

>>85302
most insane fucking cope ive ever read and its beautiful

Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 12:31:04 No.85423 Report

>>85302
First proper paragraph is useful, second one is a fag-copey version with some true hints regarding the cthonic effect femeninity can have on men. But somehow drawing the connection to homofascism is retarded cope.

Chud Mon 13 Apr 2026 12:34:42 No.85424 Report

>>85317
Just tell him you can't bother to hear his faggy talk when around and that he'll have to be okay with some chuddy homophobic stuff every now and then if it slips out. Of course, say this with a little more tact.

Chud Tue 14 Apr 2026 10:05:49 No.85499 Report

>>85302
coping with homosexuality by making up an entire ideology to fit your worldview

Chud Tue 14 Apr 2026 18:43:14 No.85518 Report

>>85218
yeah similar things happened to me. I never admit faults that are not obvious or tell people my weaknesses. The sound of rubbing paper together shocks my nervous system but nobody outside my family knows this, I used to tell everyone until it was used against me. And the first reaction people have learning this is to test it (I will beat your ass with no hesitation you faggot). Only blood relatives know my weakness. YOU CAN ONLY TRUST BLOOD.

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