How do i deal with the fact that i was born a fucking jew, if Hitler would have just finished the job i wouldnt have to be a discriminated minority. I hate myself, i face actual racism and bullying at my school baaically everyday and my parents are refusing to move to israel because they are russian soviet boomer patriots. I go online and get offended at antisemitism there like a fag, i cant live without the approval of others since i was raised to always give in and avoid conflict. I am taking meds because it would be actual niggerhell without them, but i dont want to, i want to feel happiness and fulfillment instead of nothing.