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I fucked up. I didn't really think much of it so I kept taking more and more LSA and doing it more often, and I felt nothing these past few months.
No feelings whatsoever. Guess I'd let you know, since its not really what I signed up for at first.
I used to get slight migraines when I was younger (this isn't making much sense is it?) but to me it was a positive. My brain is like an engine I think, it's more concerning if I hear nothing when its supposed to be running.
So I started experimenting. First with painkillers, then moved up to kratom. (this is going to be long if that matters btw)
<time space
Move forward and I'm starting to use psychedelics for some reason and they're fun for a while, but nothing gets solved. You think that some part of the puzzle will click when you take them and in the moment it certainly feels that way but really they're not doing shit!
But they gave me some buzz. I like that. If you can get your rocks off on alcohol good for you.
All lsa ended up doing was slowing my thought processes, and I didn't even notice! For months I didn't notice.
When I looked at shit I did before, the entries in my "diary" none of them made sense, really. I thought past me was wrong just because I didn't get it anymore. My engine stalled.
<readability space
Then these past two weeks I started smiling for no reason. It was stupid, I thought, but your body is always a little more ahead of the curve. Then it took off this week. First a little pressure behind the eyes, a little confusion.
Up until then I was just a facsimile of myself. That wasn't really me. An Accura without an engine is just scrap metal, no jmatter how similar it looks.
I caught myself then a couple times spacing out for hours at a time thinking about killing people. Yesterday I even dreamed about it.
Something clicked "oh yeah, that's how I used to be, I used to do that all the time" I realized something was wrong.
I'd been empty, my head was totally empty. Thinking was like turning the key in the contact and hearing the starter engine struggle a bit, then give up. I wondered if I'd become retarded, well I had gone retarded, but it was temporary.
<fax space
Until earlier today, suddenly the transmission popped into gear and I drive again!
That was scary! Holy shit I became fully retarded because of LSA. I was drawing little diagrams of the modulus 11 of functions shaped like the tree of life. Retard CCRU shit. That must've been because I was trying to get back to normal, because I knew I used to be able to do math, but because the engine broke down I made those retarded charts instead.
I was stuck doomscrolling through fucking jewtube for hours, I got the full goyim experience.
<but before I go
I haven't enjoyed the sharty in a while, posting has slowed down a lot and the sit is filled with unfunny spam. At least in the past bots used to be something on top of the user experience of shitposting, not every single reppey!
There are still some of yinns left here so I'll give a little gem:
Every guy worth something is Evil. Maybe thats why the elites are, but I'm convinced.
What separates you from the goyim isn't anything good or wholesome, unless you're a goy after all.
Think about it for a second. Do you want J Epstein justice? Do you want the courts to blueball you with slaps on the wrists for all the elite pedophiles? No! Of course not!
You want them hanged. I do. I'd like to see prince Andrews liver without the rest of him attached. His black, alcoholic liver. I want his skin to get ripped off his face and sold on ebay. But think about it some more, does the justice really matter?
Lets face it. The fantasy of the 80's action hero isn't that he's cool, or that he's a hero, it's that he can execute people without repercussion. Imagine Falling Down, Taxi Driver, that's what you should be.
The goyim can be appeased by J Epstein getting a month of probation.
The goyim are perfectly content if prince Andrew only gets exiled to snca island.
The goyim clap when a "youth" gets juvie for stabbing two children.
>but that makes you no better!
Yeah sure. But listen, wouldn't we rather have lynchings back? Public torture and executions?
Would they have even attempted little saint james then? Or would they have pissed themselves in fear?
Do you really want to go your entire life without beating the fuck out of someone? Do you even know how good it feels?
No feelings whatsoever. Guess I'd let you know, since its not really what I signed up for at first.
I used to get slight migraines when I was younger (this isn't making much sense is it?) but to me it was a positive. My brain is like an engine I think, it's more concerning if I hear nothing when its supposed to be running.
So I started experimenting. First with painkillers, then moved up to kratom. (this is going to be long if that matters btw)
<time space
Move forward and I'm starting to use psychedelics for some reason and they're fun for a while, but nothing gets solved. You think that some part of the puzzle will click when you take them and in the moment it certainly feels that way but really they're not doing shit!
But they gave me some buzz. I like that. If you can get your rocks off on alcohol good for you.
All lsa ended up doing was slowing my thought processes, and I didn't even notice! For months I didn't notice.
When I looked at shit I did before, the entries in my "diary" none of them made sense, really. I thought past me was wrong just because I didn't get it anymore. My engine stalled.
<readability space
Then these past two weeks I started smiling for no reason. It was stupid, I thought, but your body is always a little more ahead of the curve. Then it took off this week. First a little pressure behind the eyes, a little confusion.
Up until then I was just a facsimile of myself. That wasn't really me. An Accura without an engine is just scrap metal, no jmatter how similar it looks.
I caught myself then a couple times spacing out for hours at a time thinking about killing people. Yesterday I even dreamed about it.
Something clicked "oh yeah, that's how I used to be, I used to do that all the time" I realized something was wrong.
I'd been empty, my head was totally empty. Thinking was like turning the key in the contact and hearing the starter engine struggle a bit, then give up. I wondered if I'd become retarded, well I had gone retarded, but it was temporary.
<fax space
Until earlier today, suddenly the transmission popped into gear and I drive again!
That was scary! Holy shit I became fully retarded because of LSA. I was drawing little diagrams of the modulus 11 of functions shaped like the tree of life. Retard CCRU shit. That must've been because I was trying to get back to normal, because I knew I used to be able to do math, but because the engine broke down I made those retarded charts instead.
I was stuck doomscrolling through fucking jewtube for hours, I got the full goyim experience.
<but before I go
I haven't enjoyed the sharty in a while, posting has slowed down a lot and the sit is filled with unfunny spam. At least in the past bots used to be something on top of the user experience of shitposting, not every single reppey!
There are still some of yinns left here so I'll give a little gem:
Every guy worth something is Evil. Maybe thats why the elites are, but I'm convinced.
What separates you from the goyim isn't anything good or wholesome, unless you're a goy after all.
Think about it for a second. Do you want J Epstein justice? Do you want the courts to blueball you with slaps on the wrists for all the elite pedophiles? No! Of course not!
You want them hanged. I do. I'd like to see prince Andrews liver without the rest of him attached. His black, alcoholic liver. I want his skin to get ripped off his face and sold on ebay. But think about it some more, does the justice really matter?
Lets face it. The fantasy of the 80's action hero isn't that he's cool, or that he's a hero, it's that he can execute people without repercussion. Imagine Falling Down, Taxi Driver, that's what you should be.
The goyim can be appeased by J Epstein getting a month of probation.
The goyim are perfectly content if prince Andrew only gets exiled to snca island.
The goyim clap when a "youth" gets juvie for stabbing two children.
>but that makes you no better!
Yeah sure. But listen, wouldn't we rather have lynchings back? Public torture and executions?
Would they have even attempted little saint james then? Or would they have pissed themselves in fear?
Do you really want to go your entire life without beating the fuck out of someone? Do you even know how good it feels?
