I'm 22 soon, no friends, no girlfriends, zero human connection. When I had a job I didn't talk to none of my collegues whilst they chatted among themselves. Nowadays, financially, a future is cut out for me. But socially I feel like I'll die alone and only fuck hookers or pull asian sluts in yellow countries. I'll never have friends (and the issue is deeper than just finding one; there is something wrong with my brain and I don't enjoy company most of the time), I'll be lucky to have a family (I'm not creating another ER so if I dont find a despearate or autistic white bitch I'm not passing my genes)
You know I already accepted that a long time ago, just don't know what I wake up everyday for. I fight depression by not thinking bad thoughts but sometimes they overpower me. Regardless, I'll continue to fight