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here we go here’s my experience.
>weed
i tried weed for the first time at 14, i hated it at first because id be smoking in parking lots with a bunch of people i barely knew and i always go so high that id be incredibly anxious and schizo. even worse when you’re 14, in public, and with a bunch of people you barely know. but now i’m 18 and smoke every night. i’ve always had fluctuating insomnia and would wake up all the time throughout the night but now i sleep perfectly fine which is amazing. i would never smoke during the day or if i had anything important on as weed makes you retarded and lazy. it’s fun to smoke at night because it feels like total relaxation in a plant. i can sleep, no anxiety, and watching a movie becomes more enjoyable for me. i like smoking with my gf we just cuddle and tard out. never smoke during the day otherwise you’ll turn retarded forever.
>alcohol
tried for the first time at 15, always enjoyed it as i don’t feel autistic when i drink. i become more sociable and come up with good ideas and always have fun. i’ve never been a depressed drunk, only happy and joy. blacking out sucks doe cause the next morning you have the worst anxiety over what you possibly could’ve done or said drunk and the hangover genuinely feels like the flu. i always preferred getting drunk with a group of friends rather than a party cause you can get up to more adventures.
>dexamphetamine/vyvanse
i tried both of these recreationally cause i dont have ADHD or a need for stimulants. honestly one of the most fun drugs because its legit just baby speed. makes you talk and talk and talk forever tho and become very loving but also very horny??? stimfapping is no joke i went at it for 6 hours once without even realising and that’s not like me i very much limit my gooning. 10/10 goon sesh and i stayed hard the whole time which was insane, part of the reason i didn’t realise 6 hours had gone past. everything you eat will taste like shit and you won’t wanna eat or have the urge to. the comedown is AWFUL you feel like you’re gonna vomit.
>acid
best drug ever 10/10 the visuals are beautiful the shit you realise and think about is beautiful, doing it outside and listening to music is amazing. sometimes it gets hard to speak or move though because your brain is processing everything all at once and it can be hard for you to comprehend it all so your words might be a tad muddled or your dexterity may be a bit off. i’ve never had a bad trip on acid and if anything i think it’s helped me process some stuff mentally. you feel so incredibly happy and want to describe why to anyone who will listen. personally i’ve never experienced ego death, or if i have it wasn’t severe enough to take note. i love acid and im gonna do it again soon.
>molly
i was skeptic of molly cause i did it once and didn’t feel anything but i don’t think i was in a fun enough environment because the other times ive done it it’s been incredible. i usually do it only when me and my gf go out or to a party. its so fun because you feel so happy, lively, and like your just wanna make friends with everyone and dance and go on adventures. doing it with someone you love is amazing too, since you feel so full of love already and the molly gives you a confidence boost i end up going on rants to my gf about how much i love her. it makes music feel vibrant and intense. you gotta do it in a fun situation though because if you’re not you honestly won’t feel much except being more happy than usual.
>cocaine
i did cocaine once. went to senior prom alone, was super anxious and went up to the school dealer who i was chill with and asked him what he had on him. he was nice enough to give me a line. honestly it was pretty fun, comparable to molly but a bit more obvious and hard hitting compared to the subtlety that molly can have. the downside is it doesn’t last for very long so you gotta keep doing lines, i only had two cause i didn’t wanna go too overboard.
i have yet to try ketamine and shrooms but i do not doubt that i will be trying both eventually.