Or do you consider it a jewish trick?

I did not have any alcohol until I met my roommate at 19 who was a total alcoholic and had a fake ID, and eventually with another friend over I took some shots and got drunk with them which was fun. Several times before that i had declined any because i said i preferred sobriety, which might be true, but i think mostly it's because I have had it drilled in my head by my parents and upbringing that alcohol is bad and only degenerates drink it and get drunk, and its irresponsible to do in college.

I also went to study abroad in Europe where they have beer or wine for like every meal (depending on if you're in a Germanic or Romance country [Slavs just drink liqour]). It is nice with a meal. I never partied or got drunk with friends. IDK, i'm just a socially anxious guy, and introverted like most soyim.

The second time i got drunk, it was Valentines Day, and I had decided to get a room to myself, and after going to dinner alone, i just had a bunch of vodka and listened to vtubers whisper sweet things in my ears until i fell asleep and woke up the next morning still in my day clothes with my mouth tasting like crap. IDK, i wanted to give myself the true cinematic Loser(TM) experience.

Since I got back my Mom has actually started offering me wine for dinner most nights too, since I am an adult, i guess, and i have experience.

I will turn 21 in six weeks and aside from maybe getting something for my birthday with my family, I don't know if I will regularly drink alcohol. At least while I am in school. If I end up living alone and need to escape the pain of a lonely weekend, then I might abuse it. But I don't graduate for another two years.