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>spend all free time playing video games when younger
>have friend
>he spents like 3 hours every weekend playing that same game while I play for 5 hours everyday
>he's better than me
>try other shit as a way to feel better
>realise im bad at everything because i've spent all my childhood on shit that doesnt matter
>think if i spend time doing things (drawing, cooking, sports) i will get better
>it doesn't
The talentpill is so painful, people like me were made to do nothing in life
>have friend
>he spents like 3 hours every weekend playing that same game while I play for 5 hours everyday
>he's better than me
>try other shit as a way to feel better
>realise im bad at everything because i've spent all my childhood on shit that doesnt matter
>think if i spend time doing things (drawing, cooking, sports) i will get better
>it doesn't
The talentpill is so painful, people like me were made to do nothing in life
