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The world is playing a cruel joke on me. I'm feeling nostalgic for my depressed hikkineet days when I was a total failure and wanted to kill myself everyday, ev&oe my life is objectively better than ever now that I'm back in school, doing well, have lots of friends, go to the gym, etc.
I'm unsure what to do with these feelings. I'm unsure if I should do anything at all with them. I'm sure this feeling won't fade with time. I'm sure someday not soon they will make me collapse back into being a neet. Maybe I'll be okay, or even happy, with that.
It's a weird feeling. Please listen to the attached soundtrack, it's very nice.
I'm unsure what to do with these feelings. I'm unsure if I should do anything at all with them. I'm sure this feeling won't fade with time. I'm sure someday not soon they will make me collapse back into being a neet. Maybe I'll be okay, or even happy, with that.
It's a weird feeling. Please listen to the attached soundtrack, it's very nice.

