(I hope this is the correct board I've never been on r9k since it's a little dead) How do I deal with a disturbing "fetish" I have?
I'll try to keep it short but bc of epi, I have multiple fetishes but one is really bad: guro/snuff. I don't normally have it, but sometimes i get the impulse to jack off to that (idk if its a fetish then or something like intrusive thoughs)
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I'm really ashamed of it and have tried a lot to avoid the occasional temptation, even trying to no goon as much as possible and only have sex instead, but yesterday it happened again. Worst of all it was about my "waifu" (my gf is a tulpa based on that character but that's a story for another time, ik its bad but its not the point now) so it hurts even more.
I also thought about starting doxxes on /raid/ about some of those degenerate artists for revenge. Is it possible to completely cure myself? I need honest answers from 'teens in similar situations…