no job, sperg, about to fill for unemployment to the local office in hopes to secure any job. failed expensive uni because of no internship and one subject despite having done everything else. No friends, money but kind parents. No acess to any website for they kept mindraping me, and being a slf who loves being online. Should i runaway and die so i do not cause them more discontent or should i keep failing them. I am scared once the office somehow finds me a job ill quit and have no insurance, leading them into debt by proxy.