Surviving the /qa/ coaltalogue - Day 10

/qa/ is like a bad dream. It’s an unpleasant memory that I can’t get away from. The worst thing is that whenever I start talking about something related to this discussion, I start feeling the same fear that I felt while the whole fiasco was happening. And that I can’t do anything about it. But this is not the end of the story. I am not that kind of a person, I will fight and stand up. At least it helped me to not be intimidated by bad things in the future.

Operation Clean Stable took place thanks to a number of people - it was not like everyone was celebrating how “great” /qa/ is - but it certainly WAS something personal. I was in tears during the whole day (not mourning the fallen trannies, mind you). When I was first active on /qa/, I was 13-14 years old. I think /qa/ was an important part of my development at this age. But that was not my first “war” - there was this really funny /v/ thread two years ago when I got permabanned after I made some jokes about /v/ members’ height and their (supposedly) being trannies because I thought that they were porn addicts - a common occurrence on /v/. It was such a relief when I saw them passively seething like “naww jeez you got it all wrong, you don’t know /v/.”

What was this like for you? What do you want people to understand about /qa/? Were you able to talk about this on 4cuck? Do you have anything to share? It’s amazing how quickly it got out of control. I will try to get some sort of closure on it.