Should I killmyself? I feel like a compelety difrente entity from everybody else. Should I just kill myself? I talk to someone buyt felell ike like im just a different species overseing human ascitivt y should I just get it over with. Inflciitning pain on my parents and sivlings and "friends" is a real concept and soemhting I recognize. SHould I just drive 140mph on the high in the seclusion so as not to selfishly harm anyone else. I lvie in a metropolish so It may be hard to get to get a secluded area to do this but I'm detmned to do this after 7 whitre claws and 3+ shots of copper plate because regualr challagnes asre for normal people in their day to day. This is the ultimte. Not even 10 fold could make up for it at the wantred end. It's not hbard to realize that killign others is putitig a dent in even how dysphoraic and weird I feel as a human so I'd like to go the oerut the of harm avoidence to others.