>>43136well killing yourself probably isnt going to solve anything, you have hoge chances of just staying a vegetable after a failed suicide attempt. a few months ago i actually felt like pure shit constantly and tought about suicide all the time so i just started doing whatever interested me at all like i picked up a cheap guitar and keyboard started reading a lot and started learning a new language in some irl class so i can barely find time to think about suicide. idk if its healthy but it sure helps a little.. it gets better chud dont give up