>>4257227Yes, your brain has adapted to the benzo changes, but it will adapt back to your normal self. This is the problem doe: after you're clean, you'll have urges to go back. This can be in moments of grief, just overall shitty states, a bad month, etc.. IF you go back to popping even a few pills, specially faster-acting ones, it'll be as if you were never clean. It's a zero-sum game for a lot of people, and you are particularly bad at it since you got one-shotted by a low-tier, slow-burn benzo
<YOU WILL HEAL, BUT IF YOU GO AROUND FIENDING AGAIN, WITHOUT A PRESCRIPTION FOR AN ACTUAL CONDITION, YOU WILL BE BACK TO SQUARE 1