i've been trying desperately to find a job anywhere i possibly can for around 8 months. i fill out paper applications and go to potential jobs in-person when i can and apply for i don't even know how many jobs online. no responses. i rarely even get a denial message. i'm a white natural born citizen of the united states with no crazy physical or mental issues (just anxiety and depression, like everybody else in the states) young and fit and nobody, not even mcdonalds will take me. i go to these places weeks later to shop and i see the workers always either actively on some kind of drug, is a foreigner and can't hold an english conversation, or is some disgusting looking fat creature covered in piercings with gay pride pins. as per i, i'm stuck living constantly breathing in mold and animal feces at my parent's home. the tap/shower water is poison, the air is poison, our soil is poison, all from pollution. i am underweight because i can rarely bring myself to eat the "food." do i just rope?