Sometimes i regret becoming right wing, despite how retarded the left is they somehow seem happier. Every now and then i wonder if i could have been happier if i chose to become a socialist instead of a nationalist, and if i would have been happier.
A nationalist will always have to hide his beliefs to avoid ruining his life, while left wingers can openly call for political violence while keeping their jobs within academia and government.
There is honestly no reason to take pride in your ethnicity and your people, it gives you nothing because not even your fellow countrymen give a shit about it.