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Does anyone else struggle with feelings of homosexuality?
Ive struggled with homosexuality for a long time. For me it ironically helped a lot to accept that I have homosexual thoughts and feelings and there's no simple way to make them go away. I made the decision that if those feelings never went away, it would be okay because i'd simply not act on them. Thoughts and feelings are not actions, nomatter how much John Calvin may tell you they are. When a straight guy sees a pretty girl, he doesnt feel ashamed of having feelings about her even if he's not going to pursue her. its the same with you. simply recognize those feelings as unnatural, and let them pass. This is half of what i did.
The other half of what helps me is to try and figure out a purpose driven reason for why i have the feelings i do. In my case, I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function. As civilizations grow they sometimes tend towards gynocentrism, especially in the midst of a subversive element like jews. This is extremely dangerous because the backbone of any civilization is the patriarchy. from a metaphysical standpoint the masculine principal is that of raw potential creative/generative energy that is realized through the receptive/passive feminine one. This is why in the classical indoeuropean pantheon there is always father sky (etherial) and mother earth (material). Sex, in which a man quite literally puts a baby into a woman through which the child is born, is only one such manifestation of this dynamic. The problem is that often times men will become so infatuated with the beauty of women that they delude themselves into believing their only job is to please their wives. this is KIND OF TRUE. the confusion lies in that the means by which they SHOULD please their wives is generally by having offspring and heading up their households as strong leaders (raw potential energy manifested through material), but instead they DELUDE themselves into believing they should serve their wives by asking the woman to call the shots (something most of them dont even want to do). This inversion of nature is the essence of feminism. this is how low testosterone gynocentric wifeguys destroy a civilization. This is the origin of "happy wife happy life". Us as homosexuals are infatuated for one reason or another with the masculine image, and hence are natural reactionaries. Homofash is real. im not talking about femboy attention whore types. there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit. We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle, but loving what men are CAN BE a catylist to become a stronger person yourself.
this could all be bullshit, but its just my experience and my way of rationalizing my feelings.
Ive struggled with homosexuality for a long time. For me it ironically helped a lot to accept that I have homosexual thoughts and feelings and there's no simple way to make them go away. I made the decision that if those feelings never went away, it would be okay because i'd simply not act on them. Thoughts and feelings are not actions, nomatter how much John Calvin may tell you they are. When a straight guy sees a pretty girl, he doesnt feel ashamed of having feelings about her even if he's not going to pursue her. its the same with you. simply recognize those feelings as unnatural, and let them pass. This is half of what i did.
The other half of what helps me is to try and figure out a purpose driven reason for why i have the feelings i do. In my case, I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function. As civilizations grow they sometimes tend towards gynocentrism, especially in the midst of a subversive element like jews. This is extremely dangerous because the backbone of any civilization is the patriarchy. from a metaphysical standpoint the masculine principal is that of raw potential creative/generative energy that is realized through the receptive/passive feminine one. This is why in the classical indoeuropean pantheon there is always father sky (etherial) and mother earth (material). Sex, in which a man quite literally puts a baby into a woman through which the child is born, is only one such manifestation of this dynamic. The problem is that often times men will become so infatuated with the beauty of women that they delude themselves into believing their only job is to please their wives. this is KIND OF TRUE. the confusion lies in that the means by which they SHOULD please their wives is generally by having offspring and heading up their households as strong leaders (raw potential energy manifested through material), but instead they DELUDE themselves into believing they should serve their wives by asking the woman to call the shots (something most of them dont even want to do). This inversion of nature is the essence of feminism. this is how low testosterone gynocentric wifeguys destroy a civilization. This is the origin of "happy wife happy life". Us as homosexuals are infatuated for one reason or another with the masculine image, and hence are natural reactionaries. Homofash is real. im not talking about femboy attention whore types. there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit. We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle, but loving what men are CAN BE a catylist to become a stronger person yourself.
this could all be bullshit, but its just my experience and my way of rationalizing my feelings.
