How do I genuinely leave the soysphere? Im just tired of this bullshit. No funny threads, only endless piles of racebait, trannybait, goonbait, faggotbait, gore and other retarded shit. I'm just tired. But I still can't leave. I'm getting sucked there every time, hoping I will find a gem that gonna make all the hundreds of hours I wasted here worth it.
The entire internet is dead, and smaller communities like this are dying too. No new gems are made, only sea of brimstone and coal. Nothing worth browsing.
I don't have goytok, or niggergram like most normgroids, but Im still pathetic little faggot, who is addicted to fast dopamine this site gives me. I can browse /soy/ for hours, waiting to lurk in new shitty bait threads. I even browse shitty on breaks in school because nobody wants to talk with me.
I'm tired, guys. Exhausted of this shit. I hoped Salt gonna make something better, but he may be even worse than Quote.
I'm just want to forget this site, but I can't. I daydream about what threads I would make, how would I seethe, and how I would own trannies all day. This exhausting. There is no place for something mindful in my head. Only shit. Sometimes I'm just start to scream about BBC and gigachads for no reason. I'm thinking about would should I do, so people would think I'm a gigachad. That's how far I'm gone.

this board needs more touhou.

1. they ACK after realising that when you get past 25 you will just look like a man even with 10 lbs of makeup

2. they grow out of it before digs in too deep, extremely rare.

3. they get arrested for trying to meet with a minor, a very common fate for troonies

4. they get murdered by transphobic GQDS, probably the rarest fate

Tell me an example of ONE old tranny, they don't exist.

>It's brown nonpeople and jews astroturfing their own SNCA threads hour again

I'd like to preface this by saying this isn't related to trooning out or faggotry and is rather me asking for advice as im slowly trying to be rid of a mental issue I've had for a long time.

Im a man but I don't 100% understand how to be one entirely, I grew up without a father figure and I was mentally ill and deeply isolated in my tween/teen years and was suicidal. I've always been very sensitive cuz of autism and very physically weak and small my whole life, I was really insecure about this in high school and I was already depressed so I found myself latching onto media like deltarune and sanrio stuff and a variety of cute themed furry webcomics because I saw myself in/related to "soft" male characters like ralsei or Yonkagor's characters, I never really saw myself in or related to normal masculine men due to the circumstances of my childhood.

Originally I just did fantasies of getting away from reality like waking up as Ralsei and wandering his big fun castle and going on adventures, however it turned over time from just coping with my insecurities to actively seriously wanting to be the characters so I could be cute and "pretty" like them and not have any hardships or expectations, and because I was not well in the head the fantasy reached a point where I got the idea of offing myself to escape the real world and then going to a afterlife where I basically become one of those characters so I could BE an cute fluffy cartoon character forever.

While I have made alot of progress in subduing this it warped my perception of self where whenever I think or picture myself doing something even typing things out or reading things I don't hear my actual voice but just naturally hear some squeaky cartoon character voice in my head when I think or read something, because my brain just got used to picturing myself as that.

Whats should I do about this? I really envy normal guys who grow up and do normal lives without ever having these weird fantasies because I mostly don't know what to do about the fact my brain wants me to off myself so I can be whisked off to furry fantasyland as discount ralsei forever but I'd like to hear from you guys what I should do about it.

New A. Wyatt Man

Isn't it crazy how there's a unified and highly nationalistic, industrialized Muslim nation-state, with a population of 90 million of which the proportion of working age people (who also happen to have undergone mandatory military service) is much higher than ours, shaped like a trampoline and located right at the doorstep of Europe and we just let it be?

they are half of all trannies but they are irrelevent . even normie women are relevent in the grand scheme of things heck even niggers have contributed more to this earth than pooners. Pooners at the end of the day are just underage (spiritually) women who goon to yaoi all day

I will be unstoppable once I lock in I will get 4.0 GPA fr fr

Heckin wholesome 'kaki thread